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articulate*

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this is different, showing you what I want in words; although, it may sound a bit odd, but what I say will be seen as it is heard. I’ve made many visual demands in the things I may want; using my medulla for good intentions, for you to understand, not to flaunt.

I want to be vulnerable and raw when I’m speaking; even though freedom of speech is real, many still judge as if its a wreaking. who am I though? sarcastically, I may question; I am a woman that speaks only for manifestation, never by suggestion. I have my own mind, and I will never neglect it.

filling space*

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I never leave a page unwritten; my focus is never-ending. I will never depreciate myself by pretending! moving forward no matter what happened in the past; keeping my eyes forward for my ambition to last. I am great in self-confidence, I don’t have to brag. turning everything around when circumstances become bad.

Amplifying goodness into my day; I become so determined to avoid being in a depressing space. life really isn’t fair; you have to accept it as challenges brought through certain context of needed despair. taking my pain, and learning from it so that I am more aware. I want people to see greatness in me when they stare!

POV*

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being expressive in natural day-light. taking a break from motion pictures. giving things a more genuine sight, instead of scripted, stick figures.

allowing real-life in; embracing my soul as the true image amid; becoming something proven with evidence in plain view. soaking up every ray from the sun, scaling new skin to reveal something new.

taking all the time I need; looking toward my future, having faith in it’s entity. rejecting any ignorance that may disrupt my energy full of joy and peace. magnifying my goals and my faith toward what I seek.

being expressive in natural day-light keeps me focused; no one will take this away from me, because I am the only one who control this.

inevitable changes*

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going through changes that are inevitable; poised in my mannerism so my character can be acceptable…

my search for what I am made of, has been hard; never felt the journey would take this long be, and still be up to par…

it’s never all bad; we go through the necessities to find who we are. taking that approach shows me what I have; I am a light that shines very far…

journaling saved my mind. doing so showed me that I do give myself the time…

warming myself up toward unseen rewards; never dwelling on short-comings. always grateful for what I could afford. I enjoy the faith of what will be; this will be fulfilled inevitably.

purple & blue

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I have been tricked

this id rather not fix

I’ve spoiled the matter

I’m happy all ends gathered

tired of run arounds

a grown woman is what you’d found

neglected in the simple things

it feels a bit unforgiving

though, forgiveness is myself

God is my only help

trusting only in Him

its the only way to win

faith is my strength

graces forgives my sins

I am always grateful

my heart is always stable

staying true to who I am

my life will never be damned

refresh*

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been so long since I’ve did this, and truly, I’ve missed it. the release that I haven’t been practicing; feels like I neglected a certain satisfaction.

feeling like I’ve left myself wide open – with no outlet – completing thoughts only in my mind; by joking, or making idle threats.

a void can be felt physically, for certain. confused with depression; shown in every wrinkle in your face – it can be a burden. depression hurts, but it doesn’t start on the outside. within, it does. voids feel like drowning – in the mind there’s a flood.

moving forward, I’m turning the page; I’m beginning this chapter fresh. I am setting a new stage; experiencing a flow of blessings within each move I make, and I’ve never felt so happy to be in my flesh.

Strength in Words*

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modify my choices

seek faith and wisdom

function in a Godly way

locate my true spirit

invest in who I really am

allocate all positivity to God

enforce my beliefs even when I am alone

contribute by doing God’s work

generate beatific energy

adapt to the good things

expand on the things I believe in

contradict on no decisions

pursue all dreams my imagination bring

categorize my goals

implement a plan

consent only to His goodness

identify your blessings

Just be grateful…

encourage yourself*

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keep going, I keep telling myself; I want to learn my value, to understand its wealth.

producing self-value; protecting my investment – which is what I am. truth be told, I am and will continue to be magnificent.

serving tranquility; resetting and rejuvenating my energy. pushing envelopes for my vision to be seen.

getting into character, for her to run this race; yes, I am her – running you down, even if I wore a skirt.

I am number one, also known as, first place!

BBC [building better courage]*

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I as I sit here, I realized that I like to surround myself around things I can relate with; reactions of real reality, those, ‘if that were me.’ reactions.

not for my way of thinking to be manipulated like I am always right and wrong way to reflect on how I may truly have to handle things.

expressing myself feels like an old engine in a new car, everything is beautiful outwards – imagine gaining strength to kickstart your engine just to make you smile throughout my day.

I’ve become a body that release – using what I have learned to jest let go! I say good job to myself when I reflect on these moments, because yet again, I am still growing…

One Crane*

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observing a crane in the water full of geese; the beauty of it flowing down the surface can’t seem cease.

standing tall even though the water is deep; having confidence as such, is a different kind of peace.

taking in its own beauty, grasping what God gave thee.

the group of geese couldn’t compare, when one crane in the middle is radiantly rare

one goose can be replaced. one crane can only be displaced.

keep standing alone crane, so each day I’ll know where to leave the pain…