Failing to wither my time;
Using it all because it is mine.
Dreaming of beauty,
But not without;
evaluating within, that’s where I’d sprout.
Seeking guidance from areas that are good;
giving the things I need that’ll be understood.
Making each moment very precious;
life is truly – saying without pressure.
Soon all this will make sense in time;
everything I am doing is worth it – and it’s divine.
In love with writing letters, that express mental intimacy
Seeing the pleasure in your eyes makes the soul feel less than empty
Soaring through your thoughts as if I’m on a hunt for treasure;
Determined to reach heights that your mind just can’t measure.
Slick and silky is the feels of your brain; deploying fumes of ecstasy
Showing you that I maintain – strength of consistency
Lusting for the intellectual things your mouth produce,
Wanting to use your saliva for a better use.
Allowing time to lead my pursuit.
Running my fingers across a shaft of honesty;
Educating myself for a test that’s bound to be juicy
I’m feeling a kind of a way…
Not sure if it’s a bad or good thing.
It doesn’t matter, at least not today; as long as my heart sing, there isn’t a need to worry.
He has everything valuable to me, anxious because, I actually want to be seen. Yet, nervous toward the things I’ve said, I treat critically!
Loving every moment in this time because now anything can be a sign; enjoying the way life talks back, very humorous.
Trusting in omens to be the facts; stories are cool [but] truth is always there when it’s two of us….
Just looking for common ground; silence never made such a loud sound! The only quiet I hear is in your eyes; showing only me – but to other’s there’s a disguise…
Special privileges are okay, but when it can’t be helped and it becomes a benefit – [that’s when the real cards will lay]
Up all night – only with you am I nocturnal
Only you trigger all my signals
Bringing the best I can be out
Being a support scout
You care for me even when I’m in doubt
You’re a different type of mental state
When I wanna slow down; you refuse
And release on the brakes
Letting my ambience of my soul shine like the northern lights. This isn’t plain electricity, but many colors that are shockingly bright! So beautiful by nature’s hand, opening new worlds in this realm. Things people can’t fathom, are the moments I want overwhelm in. Being as creative as I can be, my toes feel tickled, and stomach is bubbly. Cute and sour all in the same description, I don’t do sweet, should I mention.
Never been sweet, there’s not a bone you can step over within me. Whimsical kind of emotions that fill me with an amazing fire . A fire that cools my heart with love and passionate intimacy. I just want to be held not only physically, but within my spirituality. It’s something I’ve always longed for to come my way, my ultimate desire.
Up there a million galaxies away, but here you are in the middle of your voyage, Just to spend time with me and indulge in my whole entity, oh how I enjoy it! Just talking – truly these statements are factual in each word that leaves my lips.
I’m in love and I’m in lust Wanting both badly,
Longing for the sensation of your touch
Your image is beautiful and unique
Your mind and physique
My mind gets lost in you
A challenge I’m not ready to let go
Something I actually don’t want to subdue
I am in love and in lust . I just want who you are,
I’m really not asking for much.
A little goes a long way
And I love that each moment is a new day.
Huffing and puffing when you don’t give me my way..
Your mine – when it’s you, I’m selfish
The way you express yourself is raw, words become useless
Who I can be for you is boundless; I am the fantasy.
Leveling to a floor of life; just for you to comprehend that I am you’re wife.
Each time we connect; dig deeper, don’t be scared.
The vibration is marriage in itself, that’s raw time shared.
I’m deeper than the bond, I am your sky and your pond..
No where we can’t go; only if you just focus on our show.
I’m getting deeper; follow my path.
Without sunshine, you’ll lead dark fans.
Let me be the guide in your eyes;
A real journey, on a real ride.
They’ll be thunderstorms above our palm trees; but because the foundation is rooted strong, we’ll bring sun back to our ocean seas.
Do you understand what you have?
What god gave you, and put into your hands?
I don’t want to make it be; but I’m confident that it’s definitely me.
I feel literal rays of rainbows around my silhouette; it rains of care and nourishment – yet I never I get wet.
I want this badly, I think I’m crazy about you – without an obsession to make you run; but I am woman anew, who found a partner who’s filled with lifetimes of fun.
falling from a space that has no ground
there’s not even a way to make a sound
rolling in thin air wondering when it’ll land
but not realizing what’s on the other hand
understanding moments that can stick
that can make situations feel very thick
the tension is here, yet, there’s no room
for an elephant to fill up the tomb
why? remember, space with no ground
no where to stand still so I’ve found
hallucinations can be real, I can’t deal
I really thought I was falling in a box made of steel
though, once I calmed down later
I realized I was just stuck falling in an elevator
~ Europa, Ki Wi
When I swing my arms when I walk, they transform into wings for me to fly.
~ Europa, Ki Wi
I have a lot to say –
lifting weights by, talking, and writing – all while I pray
doing my best with use of my tongue –
knowing how powerful it can be; truly by words spoken, is how we begun.
I look closely into the sky –
with the sense of how bright the sun is;
still I stare, it’s the one things I don’t just to see it shine.
I want to fly, and swim –
my feet knows the ground;
I want to feel ocean, and the clouds.
My mind wonders like crazy –
though, my visions are clear;
none of my dreams have been hazy…
Freely saying the things that cross my mind; no longer mishandling the thoughts that are there all the time. I am opening up like a blackhole; things I may say, may suck you in, even suck your soul. I am speaking from a place of light; darkness is a possession that would have to chosen in fight or flight. Even in those regards, darkness doesn’t work; but puts you in deeper turmoil, making things worse. I move to turn “what if’s” into “when cans”; there’s no better feeling than changing your journey for the better, without turn clock-hands. Dropping diamonds, not gems; gems often become broken and destroyed, where diamonds will live past the time where time would end…
Turn “What if-s” to “When Can-s”
~ Europa, Ki Wi
Spill new skin; flourishing inside… Giving me fluffy clouds, announcing grace, very strong. Starting in the middle – the riddle is discovered… I am valuable; the gold in me is infallible! Pauses are overridden; ignoring what bothers me. Blocking everything is noise. Embracing anger in a new way, a new anchor; I’m just going to dome. People are just props. I am a being that makes hearts stop; I refuse to portray what I’m not! My comfort is priceless, far from being selfish… However, you can never please the flesh. Confused with someone else’s mindset, and it annoys me, because I was never created to be a threat.
The stronger parish, so that the weaker can find it’s strength
~ Europa, Ki Wi
Funny thing about how I do this, is I get so anxious – because I honestly draw a blank right before my pen touches the paper. This is a recognizable blessing and gift from my Lord Savior. I am grateful – I do this sometimes, then I question myself, “how do you do that?” I love it though, truly feels like a super power! Black and white has always been powerful – let’s not forget that! I call my pen my magic wand sometimes; once I start with the first stroke of it, I begin to go off. I can do this for hours, especially in the right environment and mindful solitude. I’ve been searching for many ways to meditate not realizing, I’ve been doing it the whole time. in the many sheets of paper I’ve marked my territory on – it’s going to change my life! it’s doing it right now! I am a movement!
Producing self value; protecting my investment. which is who I am – the truth. I’m going to be magnificent.
~ Europa, Kiwi
Europa's Space Of Poetry 
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