There’s Only One Me*

Getting more in tuned with what cleansing truly mean.

If you could see the sins in your spirit; your eyes would change how you see.

There’s more to being fresh and clean; more than just washing your body –

playing with your spirit shouldn’t be a price to pay, like a hot commodity.

I’m getting deep, so bear with me.


Every second my lungs inflate, then deflate – I am grateful.

At the end of the day, tomorrow didn’t make you.

My wisdom is growing – I also feel a bountiful of knowledge;

keeping my cardinal eyes closed; my spiritual ears open, just to what’s weak and what’s solid.

I’m a guarantee kind of person; when it’s real like I said, you don’t need any rehearsing.

I chose to Believe in me*

Hearing my voice record my thoughts; what an adrenaline rush! I dream of doing that very thing in front of an audience.

Sprinkling fairy dust around my vignette; knowing in my soul that this’ll be a reality sooner than yet.

A moment of life-changing events – something I’ll never forget. I’m excited about something I haven’t seen, nor touched.

Though, just like my faith – I didn’t need much. God has provided when I had nothing; I am forever grateful – because my blessings are still coming.

I believe that I was chosen – I choose to believe, because only he was there; truly, then and right now after being broken. I am the seed.

I am a legacy

I’m ready, are you? or do you even have a clue? betting your choices, all through life – then I remember that not all live life in the light.

~ Europa, Kiwi

Sitting here in just my towel; feeling better – I cleaned the spirits that were foul.

Allowing the fan to help me air dry – just the same, when I allow my tears the same when I cry.

This isn’t for me to create a depression; though, this is the true me – my first impression.

But what is the true question?

Why is she like this?

Well, because of my surroundings.

this is me*

Kiwi Europa #uni

Jumping from subject to subject; seems like the object of what I’m trying to project. My way of speech – out of respect.

Enjoying this me time; I’m learning to manage it – that’s what I realized. I am so happy to be in this state; making the best of me, my permanent way. I’ve heard and seen actions of lies; I’ve been extremely hard, and sadly, I’ve cried.

No longer will my heart be in that place, it has died – that feeling no longer has me tied. I have broken free – with no intentions to go back. I am finally me – with time, my life is getting intact!

thinking backwards*

Dreaming of past interactions while reminiscing a feeling of satisfaction holding me as high as a mantle; while enduring- all that I can handle releasing a flood of white and clear waters like an ocean view; pink flowers that feel soft – all while the smell is even softer massaging areas of the mind – I haven’t explored; while kisses, on my forehead reveals that I am adored

what is space? time for us to miss each other? or a time to grow apart?

I love you like a foodie; every taste is good to me

you reach all the places that please

and when you’re silent; I’m driven up a wall, a tease

your heart us my only desire to cease

the challenge for love is still on

please don’t forfeit, don’t run

I am your portal; that can take you places-

that’ll make you feel immortal

so give it up – I want it all

this isn’t a stick up; but when I win your heart

I guarantee you’ll fall

ok, I’m just venting*

unsure if I ever been in this position in my mind.

my focus feels priority to the condition of my heart.

though, my heart is doing its best to protect my spirit and soul.

let me get deep with you for a moment; I challenge myself everyday to keep myself in place.

knowing when the right time to actually speak aloud.

my idea of how things operate is an oblivious smoke screen.

my journey was never placed in this reality.

protecting all the elements of who I am – each time I voice the wrong’s and my rights.

read my book*

read my book
my mind
take a look
go inside
don't be shook
I am a prize
me beside you -
it's where I was put
come and pursue
here is where I stood
for all obstacles to be -
subdued
so things could happen
how they should
give me good news
tell me what I need
understand my views
support the growth of -
my seed
later will quickly become -
soon
it'll be visual
and you'll soon see

moments alone*

How can you break the law, but obey the rules?

How do you lie to others, but don’t like when it’s done to you?

Shall I point out that others will point out what’s best; but for them, they wouldn’t think to settle for less.

Losing victims to the madness, and confusion; though, doing your best to comfort the intrusion. Nevertheless, I noticed different movements. It’s an abuse you’ve lost control of, for refusing.

Maybe I’m just being foolish –

I’m saved, and chosen, so whatever I may have said, was suppose meant to be spoken

Hear My Heart *

Here I am once again

Asking to be more than friends

Jumping through hoops of fire

Exploiting what put light in your eyes

To be your only one desire

Making your soul and heart fly

Looking right at my twin flame

Never again will I find this kind of love

No one else can do the same

Your tenderness strikes my heart without gloves

Stay right here, forever

Iโ€™ll love you for eternity

Youโ€™re amazing and clever

Youโ€™ll always be the one one I see…

Been Awhile *

Feeling a strong frequency,

And lately it sends me to lands of bliss.

I love the sensation that surge through my body – itโ€™s so clear I can see right through it ,

And itโ€™s lovelyโ€ฆ

Rocking to the best of you emotions -sounding real soulful to my ears, yet you havenโ€™t made a motion.

Something, about being controlling ..

Indifferent to what Iโ€™m really dealing with – so much going on at one time , not sure if itโ€™s a curse or a gift. Not to be negative just looking at both sides of it ..

Iโ€™m confident that these are dragonflies –

Confusing the truth with white lies.

Things will shine in the dark, with timeโ€ฆ