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Girl Lady Woman*

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I am breathtaking – no longer sleep, I have awaken. let’s play a game – I saw your last move; it’ll be a shame, when you realize I’ve pulled a you! smart and deceitful – what a combination; but I am brilliant and kind, with no moment of contemplation

I was drawn by God’s hands – I see no mistakes; kneeling for no man, they don’t choose my fate. deaf to any sound of negativity – my ears only Heaven; evil could never put fear into me. I pray now, then I say Amen.

serving tranquility – resetting and rejuvenating my energy; pushing envelopes, for my vision to be seen.

Getting late*

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This Room*

sitting in a room that may fertilize my blessings; with all the prayer left in here, and all the lessons. reminiscing on when life had no worries; not realizing the protection I had – I give Him the glory. everyone has a story, though, no one has mine; my background grew with time. I also did my best to see every sign. I am many in a shell created for only one; even when I clock out, my job still need to be done.

I claim the position in many works; what it is can’t be explained – but I do wear the shirt. feel free to take your opinion and insert. anyway, I’ve begun the journey of acceptance; too soon, understand my relevance. thank God for this room; its my revelation!

this or that*

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So much is going on at one time, and all I want to do right now is put on this paper and let my talent shine, without worrying about if I’m writing a poem or a prose. As I said that you’re probably wonder what that is I suppose, but don’t worry about it, it’s just literature and it’s old. Not trying to be funny – never most of the time – when you have the humor of ‘Cat in the Hat”; my seriousness may come out in a rhyme, now how about that? I’m smiling, because to have something manifest within me that has already been there, is the best feeling in the world. And all of sudden you’re no longer scared. Embracing , every moment I have when I put down each word. Making sure that I throw something in there that can capture whatever it was I doing during that vibe. So when it’s time to reflect the story will be brought back for me to vividly describe. Oh, how I am in love during the temporary turmoil going on in my life. I refuse to let this turn me to strife, but I will continue to conquer and thrive! It’s my time to end this spirit of demise, and allow my light to glow vibrantly so that I will always rise! Talking about the hard things that I deal with that can give me a stressful mind. Going in different directions, scrambling everywhere – an unparalleled amount of lines. I won’t, it angers me like the sound of a tooth grind. This will be my vengeance and I will get through this – I will survive! No matter how many times I have to speak on it, it will manifest, and it will no longer feel like I had to pretend that I owned it! 

salty and sweet*

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Wow here I go again 

Playing harmless games 

Like you men 

What’s wrong with a lady untamed 

Being who I want  

Without being masculine  

That’s the best me I flaunt 

Not worrying about complaints 

Criticism is opinionated  

When you, yourself isn’t a saint 

Your labels [annihilated] 

Working on a new status 

Learning what sparks my static 

So that all weaknesses are transformed 

Nothing will be in vain  

This dragon will slain – 

 in every form.. 

A Small Rant*

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Every time I want to deal with what I already have,  It seems as though , I’m positioned in a different space. 

Being called dumb blatantly, was a test grab.  Like honestly, it wasn’t the time or place.  It’s alright and all, what would Jesus do? 

He certainly wouldn’t react impulsively ,  So I will be graceful still, peace in mood;  The test is how you’ll handle what you subdue. 

Being called out my name is fine;   My creator made me strong, and mighty.  With a heart, soul, and spirit divine. 

Using a simple life example of how people really are;  They’ll laugh in your face, because they’re’ the ones scarred. 

I’m ok with it even so, their consequences are not mine. 

The reaped seeds sowed, was they’re decision.  

cac·o·e·thes Love*

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I'm hurting inside 
Only a bit 
I just want more than a joyride 
I want to be a complete fit 
Putting the pride away 
Enjoying every moment each day 
Loving each other 
It’s a healthy vibration 
As a family we'll be great 
Mother and father 
Together  
More than my imagination 
I'm extremely scared 
Just cherish me for real 
Care the way I care 
Not connecting 
That wasn't the deal 
There was always going be affection 
That was very clear 
Confused most of the time 
I'm done pretending I'm fine 
Not receiving mutual feedback  
Because it's not always clear 
That's time I could never get back 
And that's what I sometimes fear 
Tell me what it is already 
Feels like I'm hanging by a thread 
This will no longer be fair to me  
Because that's one thing I dread 
Time tells everything 
That I understand 
Maybe nervousness of it has me jittery 
And maybe that was the plan 

Sticky Notes Pt 2*

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Remind Me To remind you*

  • I ask for discernment; Lord God to be able to see through the demons that may come my way. Amen.  
  • Honor; Grace; Spiritual Covering 
  • “and Jesus increased in wisdom and favor with God and men..” 
  • I am a Shunamite woman; Heart, Hospitality, Honor 
  • Step out on faith. All you need is as small as a mustard seed 
  • Common Purpose, Common Principle, Common Vision 
  • Put your money where your yes is 
  • We all have EQUAL value 
  • Thrive, Strive, $urvive 
  • Wisdom comes from the spirit – Stay Positive  
  • Let no one be in charge of your happiness  

Energy*

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Vibin' getting a lot done; If they knew, I just begun.  It would make perfect sense. If I was a son of gun,  but I’m a daughter of pistol and my mind deploys like a missile - never been a coward; if Mother Nature was a person, then I been found her : salvaging the most of this life- knowing people only want to bring you strife, just saying stuff because at this point if there was a main idea then you already missed it -