Category Volume One

A Small Rant*

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Every time I want to deal with what I already have,  It seems as though , I’m positioned in a different space. 

Being called dumb blatantly, was a test grab.  Like honestly, it wasn’t the time or place.  It’s alright and all, what would Jesus do? 

He certainly wouldn’t react impulsively ,  So I will be graceful still, peace in mood;  The test is how you’ll handle what you subdue. 

Being called out my name is fine;   My creator made me strong, and mighty.  With a heart, soul, and spirit divine. 

Using a simple life example of how people really are;  They’ll laugh in your face, because they’re’ the ones scarred. 

I’m ok with it even so, their consequences are not mine. 

The reaped seeds sowed, was they’re decision.  

cac·o·e·thes Love*

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I'm hurting inside 
Only a bit 
I just want more than a joyride 
I want to be a complete fit 
Putting the pride away 
Enjoying every moment each day 
Loving each other 
It’s a healthy vibration 
As a family we'll be great 
Mother and father 
Together  
More than my imagination 
I'm extremely scared 
Just cherish me for real 
Care the way I care 
Not connecting 
That wasn't the deal 
There was always going be affection 
That was very clear 
Confused most of the time 
I'm done pretending I'm fine 
Not receiving mutual feedback  
Because it's not always clear 
That's time I could never get back 
And that's what I sometimes fear 
Tell me what it is already 
Feels like I'm hanging by a thread 
This will no longer be fair to me  
Because that's one thing I dread 
Time tells everything 
That I understand 
Maybe nervousness of it has me jittery 
And maybe that was the plan 

Sticky Notes Pt 2*

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Remind Me To remind you*

  • I ask for discernment; Lord God to be able to see through the demons that may come my way. Amen.  
  • Honor; Grace; Spiritual Covering 
  • “and Jesus increased in wisdom and favor with God and men..” 
  • I am a Shunamite woman; Heart, Hospitality, Honor 
  • Step out on faith. All you need is as small as a mustard seed 
  • Common Purpose, Common Principle, Common Vision 
  • Put your money where your yes is 
  • We all have EQUAL value 
  • Thrive, Strive, $urvive 
  • Wisdom comes from the spirit – Stay Positive  
  • Let no one be in charge of your happiness  

Energy*

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Vibin' getting a lot done; If they knew, I just begun.  It would make perfect sense. If I was a son of gun,  but I’m a daughter of pistol and my mind deploys like a missile - never been a coward; if Mother Nature was a person, then I been found her : salvaging the most of this life- knowing people only want to bring you strife, just saying stuff because at this point if there was a main idea then you already missed it -  

Divine*

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Failing to wither my time; 

Using it all because it is mine. 

Dreaming of beauty,

But not without;

evaluating within, that’s where I’d sprout. 

Seeking guidance from areas that are good;

giving the things I need that’ll be understood. 

Making each moment very precious;

life is truly – saying without pressure. 

Soon all this will make sense in time;

everything I am doing is worth it – and it’s divine. 

Aspirations*

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 In love with writing letters, that express mental intimacy 

Seeing the pleasure in your eyes makes the soul feel less than empty 

Soaring through your thoughts as if I’m on a hunt for treasure; 

Determined to reach heights that your mind just can’t measure. 

Slick and silky is the feels of your brain; deploying fumes of ecstasy 

Showing you that I maintain – strength of consistency 

Lusting for the intellectual things your mouth produce, 

Wanting to use your saliva for a better use.  

Allowing time to lead my pursuit.  

Running my fingers across a shaft of honesty;  

Educating myself for a test that’s bound to be juicy 

Nervous yet courageous*

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I’m feeling a kind of a way… 

Not sure if it’s a bad or good thing. 

It doesn’t matter, at least not today;  as long as my heart sing, there isn’t a need to worry. 

He has everything valuable to me, anxious because, I actually want to be seen. Yet, nervous toward the things I’ve said, I treat critically! 

Loving every moment in this time because now anything can be a sign; enjoying the way life talks back, very humorous. 

 Trusting in omens to be the facts; stories are cool [but] truth is always there when it’s two of us…. 

Just looking for common ground; silence never made such a loud sound! The only quiet I hear is in your eyes; showing only me – but to other’s there’s a disguise… 

Special privileges are okay, but when it can’t be helped and it becomes a benefit –  [that’s when the real cards will lay] 

Flame Thrower*

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Letting my ambience of my soul shine like the northern lights. This isn’t plain electricity, but many colors that are shockingly bright! So beautiful by nature’s hand, opening new worlds in this realm. Things people can’t fathom, are the moments I want overwhelm in. Being as creative as I can be, my toes feel tickled, and stomach is bubbly. Cute and sour all in the same description, I don’t do sweet, should I mention.

Never been sweet, there’s not a bone you can step over within me. Whimsical kind of emotions that fill me with an amazing fire . A fire that cools my heart with love and passionate intimacy. I just want to be held not only physically, but within my spirituality. It’s something I’ve always longed for to come my way, my ultimate desire.

Up there a million galaxies away, but here you are in the middle of your voyage, Just to spend time with me and indulge in my whole entity, oh how I enjoy it! Just talking – truly these statements are factual in each word that leaves my lips. 

love’s train*

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I’m in love and I’m in lust Wanting both badly, 

Longing for the sensation of your touch 

Your image is beautiful and unique 

Your mind and physique  

My mind gets lost in you 

A challenge I’m not ready to let go 

Something I actually don’t want to subdue 

I am in love and in lust . I just want who you are, 

I’m really not asking for much. 

A little goes a long way 

And I love that each moment is a new day. 

Huffing and puffing when you don’t give me my way.. 

Your mine – when it’s you, I’m selfish 

The way you express yourself is raw, words become useless

Who I can be for you is boundless; I am the fantasy.  

Leveling to a floor of life; just for you to comprehend that I am you’re wife.  

 

Each time we connect; dig deeper, don’t be scared.   

The vibration is marriage in itself, that’s raw time shared.  

I’m deeper than the bond, I am your sky and your pond..  

No where we can’t go; only if you just focus on our show.  

I’m getting deeper; follow my path. 

Without sunshine, you’ll lead dark fans.  

Let me be the guide in your eyes;  

A real journey, on a real ride.  

They’ll be thunderstorms above our palm trees; but because the foundation is rooted strong, we’ll bring sun back to our ocean seas.  

Do you understand what you have? 

What god gave you, and put into your hands?  

I don’t want to make it be; but I’m confident that it’s definitely me.  

I feel literal rays of rainbows around my silhouette; it rains of care and nourishment – yet I never I get wet.  

I want this badly, I think I’m crazy about you – without an obsession to make you run; but I am woman anew, who found a partner who’s filled with lifetimes of fun.