Category Volume One

flutters*

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in word form*

if it was meant to be said, then I’ll remember. something I’ve always told myself, so I would never feel hindered.

I say this because I just don’t spit it out. things I should speak on, is so hard to say aloud. not that I should anyway, but I am not proud.

I have to vow to myself this; speak your mind woman! no one’s opinion should stop it! be you – be me, I mean; I’m tired of looking like it seem. look at me and believe. truly, I am in a weird space; today this is somethin I have to face.

when words are spoken, they cannot be taken back. everything that come out my mouth, must always be fact. being a listening ear can be a beautiful thing – when there’s one listening in return – the things we decide to take in is what you learn.

roadway*

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things go the way I need them to – not how I want it; personal gain isn’t what I want to pursue.

everyday I will reveal something – something new; they’re aren’t any old things I think I want to do.

it doesn’t appease me anymore, I need substance; something with a core.

going down a turnpike with people watching sideline – throwing out strips of spikes.

it’s good though, and it’s fine.

I’m still going to win and receive what’s mine.

it’s out of your sight; but it was made up in my mind.

Deep*

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How Long is That?*

Can’t tell you as a matter of fact; I won’t talk smack – but I got your back. you’re not lazy and you don’t lack.

loving the view – especially when its like that! I knew when I bent down and sat.

stop – I’ll say.

giving me a piece of your soul, it was almost everyday. the vibrations we had – had its own place. jumping on a Pogo; making sure I’m not going to slow.

wanting to hear you moan a little more. by the end of it, the poor feline will be very soaked, and very sore.

Just Keep Writing*

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Shakia

I’m probably writing the most amazing things; and don’t even realize it

joining this pen with paper has changed my mind around – I had to believe in me and it. these words I’m given; its just for me, a perfect fit.

preparing myself for something I don’t even see yet; Lord knows, when it happens these moments wont be forgotten. this will not be a regret

Appropriating my posture –

I will be in public eye exposing these monsters

Girl Lady Woman*

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I am breathtaking – no longer sleep, I have awaken. let’s play a game – I saw your last move; it’ll be a shame, when you realize I’ve pulled a you! smart and deceitful – what a combination; but I am brilliant and kind, with no moment of contemplation

I was drawn by God’s hands – I see no mistakes; kneeling for no man, they don’t choose my fate. deaf to any sound of negativity – my ears only Heaven; evil could never put fear into me. I pray now, then I say Amen.

serving tranquility – resetting and rejuvenating my energy; pushing envelopes, for my vision to be seen.

Getting late*

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This Room*

sitting in a room that may fertilize my blessings; with all the prayer left in here, and all the lessons. reminiscing on when life had no worries; not realizing the protection I had – I give Him the glory. everyone has a story, though, no one has mine; my background grew with time. I also did my best to see every sign. I am many in a shell created for only one; even when I clock out, my job still need to be done.

I claim the position in many works; what it is can’t be explained – but I do wear the shirt. feel free to take your opinion and insert. anyway, I’ve begun the journey of acceptance; too soon, understand my relevance. thank God for this room; its my revelation!

this or that*

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So much is going on at one time, and all I want to do right now is put on this paper and let my talent shine, without worrying about if I’m writing a poem or a prose. As I said that you’re probably wonder what that is I suppose, but don’t worry about it, it’s just literature and it’s old. Not trying to be funny – never most of the time – when you have the humor of ‘Cat in the Hat”; my seriousness may come out in a rhyme, now how about that? I’m smiling, because to have something manifest within me that has already been there, is the best feeling in the world. And all of sudden you’re no longer scared. Embracing , every moment I have when I put down each word. Making sure that I throw something in there that can capture whatever it was I doing during that vibe. So when it’s time to reflect the story will be brought back for me to vividly describe. Oh, how I am in love during the temporary turmoil going on in my life. I refuse to let this turn me to strife, but I will continue to conquer and thrive! It’s my time to end this spirit of demise, and allow my light to glow vibrantly so that I will always rise! Talking about the hard things that I deal with that can give me a stressful mind. Going in different directions, scrambling everywhere – an unparalleled amount of lines. I won’t, it angers me like the sound of a tooth grind. This will be my vengeance and I will get through this – I will survive! No matter how many times I have to speak on it, it will manifest, and it will no longer feel like I had to pretend that I owned it! 

salty and sweet*

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Wow here I go again 

Playing harmless games 

Like you men 

What’s wrong with a lady untamed 

Being who I want  

Without being masculine  

That’s the best me I flaunt 

Not worrying about complaints 

Criticism is opinionated  

When you, yourself isn’t a saint 

Your labels [annihilated] 

Working on a new status 

Learning what sparks my static 

So that all weaknesses are transformed 

Nothing will be in vain  

This dragon will slain – 

 in every form..