Category Volume One

heights of adventure*

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falling from a space that has no ground

there’s not even a way to make a sound

rolling in thin air wondering when it’ll land

but not realizing what’s on the other hand

understanding moments that can stick

that can make situations feel very thick

the tension is here, yet, there’s no room

for an elephant to fill up the tomb

why? remember, space with no ground

no where to stand still so I’ve found

hallucinations can be real, I can’t deal

I really thought I was falling in a box made of steel

though, once I calmed down later

I realized I was just stuck falling in an elevator

~ Europa, Ki Wi

When I swing my arms when I walk, they transform into wings for me to fly.

~ Europa, Ki Wi

Collective Thoughts*

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I have a lot to say –

lifting weights by, talking, and writing – all while I pray

doing my best with use of my tongue –

knowing how powerful it can be; truly by words spoken, is how we begun.

I look closely into the sky –

with the sense of how bright the sun is;

still I stare, it’s the one things I don’t just to see it shine.

I want to fly, and swim –

my feet knows the ground;

I want to feel ocean, and the clouds.

My mind wonders like crazy –

though, my visions are clear;

none of my dreams have been hazy…

What if’s…

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Freely saying the things that cross my mind; no longer mishandling the thoughts that are there all the time. I am opening up like a blackhole; things I may say, may suck you in, even suck your soul. I am speaking from a place of light; darkness is a possession that would have to chosen in fight or flight. Even in those regards, darkness doesn’t work; but puts you in deeper turmoil, making things worse. I move to turn “what if’s” into “when cans”; there’s no better feeling than changing your journey for the better, without turn clock-hands. Dropping diamonds, not gems; gems often become broken and destroyed, where diamonds will live past the time where time would end…

Turn “What if-s” to “When Can-s”

~ Europa, Ki Wi

Spill new skin; flourishing inside… Giving me fluffy clouds, announcing grace, very strong. Starting in the middle – the riddle is discovered… I am valuable; the gold in me is infallible! Pauses are overridden; ignoring what bothers me. Blocking everything is noise. Embracing anger in a new way, a new anchor; I’m just going to dome. People are just props. I am a being that makes hearts stop; I refuse to portray what I’m not! My comfort is priceless, far from being selfish… However, you can never please the flesh. Confused with someone else’s mindset, and it annoys me, because I was never created to be a threat. 

The stronger parish, so that the weaker can find it’s strength

~ Europa, Ki Wi

When I’m discouraged*

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Funny thing about how I do this, is I get so anxious – because I honestly draw a blank right before my pen touches the paper. This is a recognizable blessing and gift from my Lord Savior. I am grateful – I do this sometimes, then I question myself, “how do you do that?” I love it though, truly feels like a super power! Black and white has always been powerful – let’s not forget that! I call my pen my magic wand sometimes; once I start with the first stroke of it, I begin to go off. I can do this for hours, especially in the right environment and mindful solitude. I’ve been searching for many ways to meditate not realizing, I’ve been doing it the whole time. in the many sheets of paper I’ve marked my territory on – it’s going to change my life! it’s doing it right now! I am a movement!

Producing self value; protecting my investment. which is who I am – the truth. I’m going to be magnificent.

~ Europa, Kiwi

There’s Only One Me*

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Getting more in tuned with what cleansing truly mean.

If you could see the sins in your spirit; your eyes would change how you see.

There’s more to being fresh and clean; more than just washing your body –

playing with your spirit shouldn’t be a price to pay, like a hot commodity.

I’m getting deep, so bear with me.

Every second my lungs inflate, then deflate – I am grateful.

At the end of the day, tomorrow didn’t make you.

My wisdom is growing – I also feel a bountiful of knowledge;

keeping my cardinal eyes closed; my spiritual ears open, just to what’s weak and what’s solid.

I’m a guarantee kind of person; when it’s real like I said, you don’t need any rehearsing.

I chose to Believe in me*

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Hearing my voice record my thoughts; what an adrenaline rush! I dream of doing that very thing in front of an audience.

Sprinkling fairy dust around my vignette; knowing in my soul that this’ll be a reality sooner than yet.

A moment of life-changing events – something I’ll never forget. I’m excited about something I haven’t seen, nor touched.

Though, just like my faith – I didn’t need much. God has provided when I had nothing; I am forever grateful – because my blessings are still coming.

I believe that I was chosen – I choose to believe, because only he was there; truly, then and right now after being broken. I am the seed.

I am a legacy

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I’m ready, are you? or do you even have a clue? betting your choices, all through life – then I remember that not all live life in the light.

~ Europa, Kiwi

Sitting here in just my towel; feeling better – I cleaned the spirits that were foul.

Allowing the fan to help me air dry – just the same, when I allow my tears the same when I cry.

This isn’t for me to create a depression; though, this is the true me – my first impression.

But what is the true question?

Why is she like this?

Well, because of my surroundings.

this is me*

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Kiwi Europa #uni

Jumping from subject to subject; seems like the object of what I’m trying to project. My way of speech – out of respect.

Enjoying this me time; I’m learning to manage it – that’s what I realized. I am so happy to be in this state; making the best of me, my permanent way. I’ve heard and seen actions of lies; I’ve been extremely hard, and sadly, I’ve cried.

No longer will my heart be in that place, it has died – that feeling no longer has me tied. I have broken free – with no intentions to go back. I am finally me – with time, my life is getting intact!

thinking backwards*

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Dreaming of past interactions while reminiscing a feeling of satisfaction holding me as high as a mantle; while enduring- all that I can handle releasing a flood of white and clear waters like an ocean view; pink flowers that feel soft – all while the smell is even softer massaging areas of the mind – I haven’t explored; while kisses, on my forehead reveals that I am adored

what is space? time for us to miss each other? or a time to grow apart?

I love you like a foodie; every taste is good to me

you reach all the places that please

and when you’re silent; I’m driven up a wall, a tease

your heart us my only desire to cease

the challenge for love is still on

please don’t forfeit, don’t run

I am your portal; that can take you places-

that’ll make you feel immortal

so give it up – I want it all

this isn’t a stick up; but when I win your heart

I guarantee you’ll fall

ok, I’m just venting*

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unsure if I ever been in this position in my mind.

my focus feels priority to the condition of my heart.

though, my heart is doing its best to protect my spirit and soul.

let me get deep with you for a moment; I challenge myself everyday to keep myself in place.

knowing when the right time to actually speak aloud.

my idea of how things operate is an oblivious smoke screen.

my journey was never placed in this reality.

protecting all the elements of who I am – each time I voice the wrong’s and my rights.