Plan A

talking about all things amazing, making life for me more entertaining. creating a new ozone with a better view of a team. that are truly about submitting and manifesting their dreams, just like me.

though what I’m saying most times sounds repetitive; my argument in it, is honestly relative. I’m on only my race and with myself, I wouldn’t think to let my heart and my mind become competitive.

timing down different tempos; seeing what other volumes I can go. without moving too fast or slow. I am doing things the way my heart was guided to do. when loyalty starts there, more faith begins to produce.

there are times I am cold, then hot; depending on the opportunity I got. I’m not the type to express certain things on the spot. I like to observe, and research before thinking I can stir the pot.

flutters*

in word form*

if it was meant to be said, then I’ll remember. something I’ve always told myself, so I would never feel hindered.

I say this because I just don’t spit it out. things I should speak on, is so hard to say aloud. not that I should anyway, but I am not proud.

I have to vow to myself this; speak your mind woman! no one’s opinion should stop it! be you – be me, I mean; I’m tired of looking like it seem. look at me and believe. truly, I am in a weird space; today this is somethin I have to face.

when words are spoken, they cannot be taken back. everything that come out my mouth, must always be fact. being a listening ear can be a beautiful thing – when there’s one listening in return – the things we decide to take in is what you learn.

roadway*

things go the way I need them to – not how I want it; personal gain isn’t what I want to pursue.

everyday I will reveal something – something new; they’re aren’t any old things I think I want to do.

it doesn’t appease me anymore, I need substance; something with a core.

going down a turnpike with people watching sideline – throwing out strips of spikes.

it’s good though, and it’s fine.

I’m still going to win and receive what’s mine.

it’s out of your sight; but it was made up in my mind.

Deep*

How Long is That?*


Can’t tell you as a matter of fact; I won’t talk smack – but I got your back. you’re not lazy and you don’t lack.

loving the view – especially when its like that! I knew when I bent down and sat.

stop – I’ll say.

giving me a piece of your soul, it was almost everyday. the vibrations we had – had its own place. jumping on a Pogo; making sure I’m not going to slow.

wanting to hear you moan a little more. by the end of it, the poor feline will be very soaked, and very sore.

Just Keep Writing*

Shakia

I’m probably writing the most amazing things; and don’t even realize it

joining this pen with paper has changed my mind around – I had to believe in me and it. these words I’m given; its just for me, a perfect fit.

preparing myself for something I don’t even see yet; Lord knows, when it happens these moments wont be forgotten. this will not be a regret

Appropriating my posture –

I will be in public eye exposing these monsters

Girl Lady Woman*

I am breathtaking – no longer sleep, I have awaken. let’s play a game – I saw your last move; it’ll be a shame, when you realize I’ve pulled a you! smart and deceitful – what a combination; but I am brilliant and kind, with no moment of contemplation

I was drawn by God’s hands – I see no mistakes; kneeling for no man, they don’t choose my fate. deaf to any sound of negativity – my ears only Heaven; evil could never put fear into me. I pray now, then I say Amen.

serving tranquility resetting and rejuvenating my energy; pushing envelopes, for my vision to be seen.

love’s train*


Iโ€™m in love and Iโ€™m in lustย Wanting both badly,ย 

Longing for the sensation of your touch 

Your image is beautiful and unique 

Your mind and physique  

My mind gets lost in you 

A challenge Iโ€™m not ready to let go 

Something I actually donโ€™t want to subdue 

I am in love and in lustย . I just want who you are,ย 

Iโ€™m really not asking for much. 

A little goes a long way 

And I love that each moment is a new day. 

Huffing and puffing when you donโ€™t give me my way.. 

Your mine – when itโ€™s you, Iโ€™m selfish 

The way you express yourself is raw, words become useless

Who I can be for you is boundless; I am the fantasy.  

Leveling to a floor of life; just for you to comprehend that I am youโ€™re wife.  

 

Each time we connect; dig deeper, donโ€™t be scared.   

The vibration is marriage in itself, thatโ€™s raw time shared.  

Iโ€™m deeper than the bond, I am your sky and your pond..  

No where we canโ€™t go; only if you just focus on our show.  

Iโ€™m getting deeper; follow my path. 

Without sunshine, youโ€™ll lead dark fans.  

Let me be the guide in your eyes;  

A real journey, on a real ride.  

Theyโ€™ll be thunderstorms above our palm trees; but because the foundation is rooted strong, weโ€™ll bring sun back to our ocean seas.  

Do you understand what you have? 

What god gave you, and put into your hands?  

I donโ€™t want to make it be; but Iโ€™m confident that itโ€™s definitely me.  

I feel literal rays of rainbows around my silhouette; it rains of care and nourishment – yet I never I get wet.  

I want this badly, I think Iโ€™m crazy about you – without an obsession to make you run; but I am woman anew, who found a partner who’s filled with lifetimes of fun.