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articulate*

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this is different, showing you what I want in words; although, it may sound a bit odd, but what I say will be seen as it is heard. I’ve made many visual demands in the things I may want; using my medulla for good intentions, for you to understand, not to flaunt.

I want to be vulnerable and raw when I’m speaking; even though freedom of speech is real, many still judge as if its a wreaking. who am I though? sarcastically, I may question; I am a woman that speaks only for manifestation, never by suggestion. I have my own mind, and I will never neglect it.

filling space*

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I never leave a page unwritten; my focus is never-ending. I will never depreciate myself by pretending! moving forward no matter what happened in the past; keeping my eyes forward for my ambition to last. I am great in self-confidence, I don’t have to brag. turning everything around when circumstances become bad.

Amplifying goodness into my day; I become so determined to avoid being in a depressing space. life really isn’t fair; you have to accept it as challenges brought through certain context of needed despair. taking my pain, and learning from it so that I am more aware. I want people to see greatness in me when they stare!

inevitable changes*

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going through changes that are inevitable; poised in my mannerism so my character can be acceptable…

my search for what I am made of, has been hard; never felt the journey would take this long be, and still be up to par…

it’s never all bad; we go through the necessities to find who we are. taking that approach shows me what I have; I am a light that shines very far…

journaling saved my mind. doing so showed me that I do give myself the time…

warming myself up toward unseen rewards; never dwelling on short-comings. always grateful for what I could afford. I enjoy the faith of what will be; this will be fulfilled inevitably.

refresh*

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been so long since I’ve did this, and truly, I’ve missed it. the release that I haven’t been practicing; feels like I neglected a certain satisfaction.

feeling like I’ve left myself wide open – with no outlet – completing thoughts only in my mind; by joking, or making idle threats.

a void can be felt physically, for certain. confused with depression; shown in every wrinkle in your face – it can be a burden. depression hurts, but it doesn’t start on the outside. within, it does. voids feel like drowning – in the mind there’s a flood.

moving forward, I’m turning the page; I’m beginning this chapter fresh. I am setting a new stage; experiencing a flow of blessings within each move I make, and I’ve never felt so happy to be in my flesh.

Strength in Words*

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modify my choices

seek faith and wisdom

function in a Godly way

locate my true spirit

invest in who I really am

allocate all positivity to God

enforce my beliefs even when I am alone

contribute by doing God’s work

generate beatific energy

adapt to the good things

expand on the things I believe in

contradict on no decisions

pursue all dreams my imagination bring

categorize my goals

implement a plan

consent only to His goodness

identify your blessings

Just be grateful…

encourage yourself*

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keep going, I keep telling myself; I want to learn my value, to understand its wealth.

producing self-value; protecting my investment – which is what I am. truth be told, I am and will continue to be magnificent.

serving tranquility; resetting and rejuvenating my energy. pushing envelopes for my vision to be seen.

getting into character, for her to run this race; yes, I am her – running you down, even if I wore a skirt.

I am number one, also known as, first place!

a Two Part[er]*

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wondering what will come next; just the recognition and reward would feel best.

the satisfaction of making a name for me, would be very appreciating!

soon these markings will be a treasure; royalties gained by it, the weight will not be able to measure – not even a bit!

I’m getting tired, but I will not stop unless the reason is dyer.

keep going, I tell myself almost everyday! any other advice would be useless to say.

the level I am at, needs a continuous push to keep my drive!

only then will I move my encouragement to the next step to survive…

Forever Mine*

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The way we connect, has a kind of intellect that cannot be explained. The beauty is in a way, where our knowledge hasn’t been discovered yet – it’s still in the brain.  

Our closeness, can sometimes spring up certain emotions – we work through them – the way we reciprocate our likeness for each other, isn’t plenty in most men.  

There’s adventures that we find ourselves on; by the end of the day, we’re asking where the time gone!  

We look at each with bliss, and nothing to say.  

As a woman, I do get a bit demanding; I want for attention, and sometimes it’s hard to hide it – to make sure I’m not dating a phantom. I can get a little excited.  

Very involved in our future, as it is one; seeing that I’ve been planning on success since our partnership begun.  

Looking at the past different now; because separation has a different defined sound. Work is in progress- the same as ourselves- viewing lifestyle in a way of success; promoting myself through life never had any bounds.  

Just like every kind of relationship, it leaves certain prints on your heart; I wonder what ours will be, how will our blank canvas look once it’s made into art? 

Discombobulated

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a lot has piled up

I don’t need any luck

for a blessing to finance

putting worth into me

so one day I will see

I’m no longer an amateur

I will see the finish line first

she is a Victorian

me, I am the historian

I will fly again

I will fall, then learn

knowledge, is power I’ll always yearn

in future, I’ll be someone discerned

a wealthy mental state

evolving all persons into one face

always with joy

not allowing my life to a be played like a toy

I am mighty, even if I’m not a boy

surpassing generational curses

making its profit overflow my within my purse

I am solid

making my own way, dipping into no one’s wallet