I’m finally free to vocalize what I feel without fear; recounting my story with genuine, listening ears.
Unfolding every raw inequity; being honest in every flaw and complexity.
Finally! I’m on a fresh path placed by my Lord, thankfully! I’m releasing all sorrow in order to move forward peacefully.
You get what you put out; for me, that’ll never be doubt!
“Don’t change the intention; change how to fulfill the intention…”
Sarah Jakes-Roberts
crying a Jordan river instead of tears
-wanting nothing but an eternity of years; to be more than just one aesthetic
I’m conceiving visions that are immense, mirroring ideas that are prophetic
-weathering the storm my mind begin experiencing; tirelessly giving all the glory [good or bad circumstances] to the King
walking through a door I choose to call serenity, clearing all the fog so that I can see – as plain as that sound, imagine your space being filled with love, turning your life completely around! I’m ecstatic, because this phase of placidity pulls me as if my energy was the magnet!
“Attitudes do more than show through. They sound through too!”
David J. Schwartz
moving on in my philosophy, can help to be more parallel; being aligned, whilst asking for support, always end with, “I wish you well.”
trying to enter a room without smite – doing my best to show hospitality, even when I may think it’s not right.
I have an insisting heart toward my aspirations; as I traveled many roads I’ve broken a great measure of curses, going back many generations.
finalizing the agreement I made to myself; Assuring each choice I make never hinder me, but help.
Retaining inspiration to better my situation; another may see gray and think gloom, whereas I see a rainbow from my perception.
Gray to me is that fine line that petrifies folks; panicking, without realizing that it takes away your sanity once invoked.
I am ingenious, layered with principles that pushes me infinitely toward transcendence; as I continue, I realize that where I was weakened, is now a strength of independence.
The room is still on high frequency
-I’m awake, yet it feels like a dream
being embraced like that, was the definition of intimacy
-God knows, nothing is what it seem
I’m in anguish by the way things are conditioned
-As a woman , it’s hard not to display emotion
I get mad often, because, what happened to my choices and decisions
-Why can’t i just be the focus?
I’m interpreting my current train of thought
-thinking of the fights that i’ve fought
there’s a tug of war between running onward, or away from my issues
-really putting in the work, hoping the strategy isn’t misused
encapsulated by worries i shouldn’t dwell on
-focusing on my breathing – hoping this moment don’t last long
I’ve been shuffling around, looking for a vantage point
-Envious thoughts are rebuked, I am someone conjoint
I want to be united within, the without doesn’t reflect the true image
-I’m playing this field aggressively; the vibes are showing an intense scrimmage, culminating passively
Understand why I refrain from asking questions
-finding the guidance is more than suggestion
Give me time though
-I look onward, and not into long ago
My mind circulate with many proposals
-digesting on the actions revealed as noble
Identifying my legacy without menace
-espousing a mind that’s conscientious
as positive as I want to appear, sadness do sometimes reflect in the mirror…
Ki
sitting in hiding, wanting to be rescued and recovered; my heart has been hardened, because with revealing myself, who I am, still hasn’t been discovered.
it’s almost like I know of something unknown; I’m not neglecting the time that was put in, but in this I found that I am alone.
this isn’t bad; it’s a sign that things are temporary, and eventually will be in the past.
I’m realizing that I cannot expect someone to reflect the same actions I would; saving and finding me, was a lesson that never understood.
I didn’t allow it to hinder my way, I’m the one who regulate my space; as eager as I am to completely make it around the circle, i will continue to stay in my lane
within myself is where peace truly live; especially, when you learn to forgive.
I am more pleased by my new behavior, it use to feel like failure …
I yearn to genuinely be humble; so, I stray from judgement – wouldn’t want my blessings to crumble…
it’s so much I want to do; being good at just one thing, has never been my mood!
Europa's Space Of Poetry 
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