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Jabez*

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Pain

Hebrew Translation

i’ve been counting my blessings every moment my mind stand still; climbing over my own battles, conquering every hill.

anguish is not the best comfort; tough to deal with, and hard to ignore when you feel your tolerance fall downward. it’s a cycle in our existence; there are days were i had a cure to make me resistant.

polishing my character to be of better usage; my faith has gotten to far to start abusing it.

pain can inflict all day; i will still keep going, and still see my purpose without going astray…

caupernaum pt.1*

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village of comfort.

Hebrew Translation

sin full-grown, gives birth to death; taking away all your energy and your breath. where inequities from personal views are shared as a general problem; each of us has our transgressions, and not every one of them is worth solving.

the relationships we keep must be essential to our well-being, without these functions, I will never give you access; see. I want for my village to be ample of unconditional care, concern, and love fully dressed!

this village watches over my son, I have given a honorable position before the relation had begun; why? you’re apart of this family, whether you like me or not, love becomes our mutual understanding.

I’m ok with a fellowship of just two, maybe three; I could keep my eyes closer, watching a crowd that brought the power of thee. I am not the only one on watch; my God will always cover my blind spots, even after the day my heart stop!

GeHarashim*

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valley of skilled workers.

Hebrew Translation

I am compelled to follow the path drawn out for me, enduring the valleys that will ply me with strength to walk all endeavors; the quality of dynamism I possess, cannot allow negativity in at any measure.

those that follow my lead, know that I’m walking with them, and not ahead; showing an example to reciprocate is the best way to make sure your team isn’t mislead.

I am expanding my cerebration with blueprints of larger plateaus, full of momentum; having a certain confidence over yonder, is allowing your existence to be more than just a system.

centralized*

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finding that center is what’s important to me; it doesn’t matter what happened in the beginning.

there’s more to existing, than living for another’s opinion; no one else control’s you, only you haver that dominion. the certification of someone else also doesn’t complete you as a person; I mean you are the only version.

everything is revolving, always full-circle, looking for life to be more than improbable. Coasting through life trying to keep up with its obstacles.

I’ve been getting my ass kicked hard; all I want is for my child and I to live a life without putting up our guards.

encourage yourself*

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keep going, I keep telling myself; I want to learn my value, to understand its wealth.

producing self-value; protecting my investment – which is what I am. truth be told, I am and will continue to be magnificent.

serving tranquility; resetting and rejuvenating my energy. pushing envelopes for my vision to be seen.

getting into character, for her to run this race; yes, I am her – running you down, even if I wore a skirt.

I am number one, also known as, first place!

One Crane*

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observing a crane in the water full of geese; the beauty of it flowing down the surface can’t seem cease.

standing tall even though the water is deep; having confidence as such, is a different kind of peace.

taking in its own beauty, grasping what God gave thee.

the group of geese couldn’t compare, when one crane in the middle is radiantly rare

one goose can be replaced. one crane can only be displaced.

keep standing alone crane, so each day I’ll know where to leave the pain…