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coruscate*

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to give off bright flashes of light; to be brilliant or showy in technique and style.

Meriam-Webster

one intriguing thing that crossed my mind, was the wholeness in the intimate threat of its grind; releasing the physical, and so trusting in the spirit, our beings are really mythical – especially in experience.

down to the words that are manifested; every moment was passionately serious. I ate on its brain, and now I’m curious – the score is even, we both were tested.

more or less this is my feelings, and the battle I genuinely won; calming its spiritual being, so relaxed, that neither of us was ready for the sun. brightening up a room that’s been lit; it’s so much energy to profit!

my thoughts are severely content, and its not even the half of it…

id-zerve*

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I will never let down my faith, I will remain strong; I’m living for me, even when it seem selfish, I will continue to carry myself along…

I’ve sacrificed almost everything I have for all those I love; assaulted with guilt because I put myself first and thereof. I’m puzzled with my own plans; blind faith to where I’m going, with a vivid recollection of where I began…

forward and backward, time can fly just like that; moving like a speed of light, neglecting the view from your eyes, showing how life can really move really fast…

diving back into the work of my past; studying my old moves that worked, and those that did not last. exposing the struggles I bear; finding an understanding to the emotional warfare…

I will not back down from what was generated for me, my purpose will be inevitably erected; every strike I took toward my calling will show I plied, and the work done for it will reflect it…

blowhard*

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a very boastful and talkative person

Meriam-Webster

being patient is like allowing life just to happen. I have realized that there are things you really can’t manipulate, and that’s ok. when the inevitable get’s involved, know that what was for you – would be yours anyhow; you are obligated to all your blessings no matter how long it takes to receive them.

time is what it is; though we try to get ahead of it; even times where we can actually make that happen, we don’t realize it until we get behind again. rambling on – but this is sensible stuff, no pulling wisdom out of thin air, just using the gift of common sense to apply better awareness…

Stop allowing the anxiety of opportunity get the best of you; there are many ways to see things in a better view. appointed to things you may not think you deserve; can turn negativity into a positive curve – even though having front row seats to so many problems can work on your nerves. that’s fine, it’s natural; we all will have our day, and that’s factual!

Fail At Losing

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I want to fail at losing; so that winning will prevail…

Europa

I wish to not miss things in the past; it’s over now, and it’s why it didn’t last. I want to grow in seasons, instead of growing only on certain evenings; I’ll later clarify and then, you’ll understand the meaning.

My progression can take time; the journey feel hard, but the journey is mine. Comprehending every step I take with precision; making sure the choices I make is the right decision.

Longing for enlightenment towards my future; the gift of discernment I’ll soon receive will feel more than super! I have days where I don’t feel that I’ve learned nothing; hence, only in the evening, when the day’s done is when I’m on to something…. I don’t want to be too late; only my decisions is what makes my fate.

No longer allowing time to pass; but being ahead of time will give me plenty of mass. After thoughts are intriguing; the last minute will not be my growth anymore, I will understand soon pass my evenings…

forgiveness for me*

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I’m amused at the things I choose to love, and stress about; mindlessly naïve to what I should’ve given doubt. I’m frazzled with thoughts I’ve constantly brainstormed; coming to an understanding that there’s a certain way to perform.

I am moving very steady; making preparations to be ready. whatever may come, I want to fully be whole for my blessing; my first reaction will be to many, quite an impression. I’ve been working on changeable flaws; I don’t bother listing them, it would sound like a drawn out clause.

I truly want to be a better person daily; given with support I hold tight to, can only be family. What’s insane, is they’re worst than strangers; though, it’s safe to say at least we can understand each others anger…

ebullience*

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I’m sharpening my skills I haven’t yet executed; I’m becoming stronger and no longer feeling persecuted. walking in my shoes has taken a tole; running, jumping, NEVER walking, I’m always ruining my soles.

benefiting from hurt is a serious level of reaping; stay close, I haven’t went left, but I tend to be right when I’m speaking…

those that show consistency, only do when it profits selfish satisfactions; my mind is what truly represents my benefaction; yet, I’m made to always feel as if I’m nothing more than a small diffraction.

love me, not my flesh; cherish my spirit, without distress, allow ourselves to genuinely mesh. I will not beg for understanding and intimacy to be vested; never again will I allow my heart to feel detested…

Qi*

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I have a story that would blow your mind; it could take awhile, so I hope you have time…

building a cornerstone that’ll create a new past; pushing back the bad dwellings with the good and vast. as a teen I portrayed the life of an adult; when it was time to act my age, I didn’t know how, and that’s not my fault.

influences can extend a huge impact; those who are elder to me had plans to enact. adolescent and naïve to what was really right and really wrong; being in that position can also come with rebellion, while being headstrong.

with such responsibility at a stage during puberty, while I’m fighting demons to get far from a toxic continuity; I’m turning it all around, once I’ve crossed over the abyss; I’ll finally have something else to reminisce…

uttermost*

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far away from here sounds like a figment; the way things have been going, it doesn’t sound like a bad commitment. I wanna be where only stars brighten my night, while sunshine illuminates my day; I wanna get lost in a conception of felicity, grasping every aspect of this phase.

no longer living with a mindset of life feeling often naught; neutralizing any wickedness that may try to overcast any dream I’ve sought. appeasing to idealize an existence of purity and its nourishments; some days I wish for evil there would be a special law to banish it, with the communities full encouragement.

I aspire for genuine admiration to cleanse my mind of the thought of it being improbable; free of naivety in knowing that nothing is truly impossible. my feet are grounded to the earth and my mind and is centralized in faith; for this figment I revered is closer than far away…