meh..*

strategically creating a conversation, with only a select few, who received an invitation…

my mind is truly delicate; tread carefully with your choice of predicates…

run a mile within my psyche; see how amazed you’d become when you see similarities of Aphrodite…

putting myself in a productive environment; balancing my day and my temperament.

screen*

roaming around on my own planet; the feeling I experience feels magnetic. lessons are being thrown left and right; i take that as my future looking very bright.

putting atw ist on the abilities I’ve been absorbing; my blessings fell like they’re getting closer, and it’s morbid!

rejecting any nonsense; i receive the best of care with my faith, and it’s tense. I’m not putting up any walls, or an emotional fence, my spirit will immense…

sit*

sitting here as always, reminiscing on the good ole days; when my skin would glow radiantly from the summer rays.

my skin is getting thicker; i can achieve the impossible, because i am a dreamer.

the trail is getting hotter like a fever; at the end of the day i am a believer.

loving on solo nights, just to fill my heart; my trinity is cemented, it’ll never fall apart.

i am my beginning, so that’s where I’ll start …

Uni*

making way for a new mindset, bellowing with joy, while neglecting any regrets. I am lawless toward being only me; pushing my time back like spring.

my gratitude toward building foundations; don’t only make it local, but to share with nations. my achievements in the long run will be my revelations.

i can’t afford to cut any corners; I’m I’m in the midst of creating authentic transformers…blah blah blah

tick*

nothing is more nerve wrecking than to feel like too much honesty can push a person away; my truth could never be a phase. there is power and strength in the truth, used in the right manner, without neglecting the view.

there is also discernment, weaving out the difference in true love, and a serpent; it become something hard to tame; the truth refrains you from placing the blame.

you do what you have to for yourself, especially when you’re telling your truth; knowing your worth can always be your youth. stressing about another’s opinion can knock years off your life; try with vigor to not allow such things to be your demise.

life is nothing but a larger lesson to discern; keep at those couple tests that just keep getting you every time, the reward will be well-earned…

hatch*

a field of blooming flowers isn’t always honest; the surface can still be material, and hold you bondage.

you don’t share feelings when you’re playing cards, and believe me, not showing emotion can be hard.; when you’re carrying around this type of energy, saying how I feel can come off a bit unruly.

the way I was designed, took an ample amount of time; therefore, I’m sure as I go on through the shadow, I’ll be well prepared, I happen to be a fire sign. the truth is and will always be mine, no more worrying, or being depressed, there just isn’t any time.

I have to stay determined, remain on my own path – no matter how many times you bring up my past.

flesh v spirit*

This is not a poem, but a prayer…

Lord, you know why I’m writing, and with that, I know you are here; my eyes are closed, still, they flow with tears. you made me to be strong through you, Father, so I’m asking you to ignite strength that is full-grown; hold my hand and order my steps, so the turmoil I face can be handled full-blown.

instead of crying Lord, I want to just do something about it – your way, never mine; my heart is heavy, I just want to get right – my heart, my soul, and my mind…

when I say this is overwhelming – it is, but I wont allow this to consume me; my prayers are loud and clear, I need you to work through me. remove whatever you need to, to get make my life better; there’s no other Father, I am your debtor… Amen.

exist*

feeling quite agitating, I mean I can be tolerable to somethings, but I don’t want to hesitate by not saying – this I will not be enabling!

failing to put myself first had its days ; feeling bad about what I may feel in itself, could never be appraised – I also wont allow them to just be placed on a shelf! had to take a break – just to be sure of myself.

that I will not fall like that, never again; I will always check the facts, its very end. I’m tired of the lies and misleads; its amazing how people are used more than materialistic things.

I think I am venting right now; screaming deafeningly loud within, yet, so quiet without. my perspective is always set to bird’s eye; my greatness will eventually shine through – what a time to be alive…