Nervous yet courageous*

I’m feeling a kind of a way… 

Not sure if it’s a bad or good thing. 

It doesn’t matter, at least not today;  as long as my heart sing, there isn’t a need to worry. 

He has everything valuable to me, anxious because, I actually want to be seen. Yet, nervous toward the things I’ve said, I treat critically! 

Loving every moment in this time because now anything can be a sign; enjoying the way life talks back, very humorous. 

 Trusting in omens to be the facts; stories are cool [but] truth is always there when it’s two of us…. 

Just looking for common ground; silence never made such a loud sound! The only quiet I hear is in your eyes; showing only me – but to other’s there’s a disguise… 

Special privileges are okay, but when it can’t be helped and it becomes a benefit –  [that’s when the real cards will lay] 

Flame Thrower*

Letting my ambience of my soul shine like the northern lights. This isn’t plain electricity, but many colors that are shockingly bright! So beautiful by nature’s hand, opening new worlds in this realm. Things people can’t fathom, are the moments I want overwhelm in. Being as creative as I can be, my toes feel tickled, and stomach is bubbly. Cute and sour all in the same description, I don’t do sweet, should I mention.

Never been sweet, there’s not a bone you can step over within me. Whimsical kind of emotions that fill me with an amazing fire . A fire that cools my heart with love and passionate intimacy. I just want to be held not only physically, but within my spirituality. It’s something I’ve always longed for to come my way, my ultimate desire.

Up there a million galaxies away, but here you are in the middle of your voyage, Just to spend time with me and indulge in my whole entity, oh how I enjoy it! Just talking – truly these statements are factual in each word that leaves my lips. 

love’s train*


I’m in love and I’m in lust Wanting both badly, 

Longing for the sensation of your touch 

Your image is beautiful and unique 

Your mind and physique  

My mind gets lost in you 

A challenge I’m not ready to let go 

Something I actually don’t want to subdue 

I am in love and in lust . I just want who you are, 

I’m really not asking for much. 

A little goes a long way 

And I love that each moment is a new day. 

Huffing and puffing when you don’t give me my way.. 

Your mine – when it’s you, I’m selfish 

The way you express yourself is raw, words become useless

Who I can be for you is boundless; I am the fantasy.  

Leveling to a floor of life; just for you to comprehend that I am you’re wife.  

 

Each time we connect; dig deeper, don’t be scared.   

The vibration is marriage in itself, that’s raw time shared.  

I’m deeper than the bond, I am your sky and your pond..  

No where we can’t go; only if you just focus on our show.  

I’m getting deeper; follow my path. 

Without sunshine, you’ll lead dark fans.  

Let me be the guide in your eyes;  

A real journey, on a real ride.  

They’ll be thunderstorms above our palm trees; but because the foundation is rooted strong, we’ll bring sun back to our ocean seas.  

Do you understand what you have? 

What god gave you, and put into your hands?  

I don’t want to make it be; but I’m confident that it’s definitely me.  

I feel literal rays of rainbows around my silhouette; it rains of care and nourishment – yet I never I get wet.  

I want this badly, I think I’m crazy about you – without an obsession to make you run; but I am woman anew, who found a partner who’s filled with lifetimes of fun.  

heights of adventure*

falling from a space that has no ground

there’s not even a way to make a sound

rolling in thin air wondering when it’ll land

but not realizing what’s on the other hand

understanding moments that can stick

that can make situations feel very thick

the tension is here, yet, there’s no room

for an elephant to fill up the tomb

why? remember, space with no ground

no where to stand still so I’ve found

hallucinations can be real, I can’t deal

I really thought I was falling in a box made of steel

though, once I calmed down later

I realized I was just stuck falling in an elevator

~ Europa, Ki Wi

When I swing my arms when I walk, they transform into wings for me to fly.

~ Europa, Ki Wi