roadway*

things go the way I need them to – not how I want it; personal gain isn’t what I want to pursue.

everyday I will reveal something – something new; they’re aren’t any old things I think I want to do.

it doesn’t appease me anymore, I need substance; something with a core.

going down a turnpike with people watching sideline – throwing out strips of spikes.

it’s good though, and it’s fine.

I’m still going to win and receive what’s mine.

it’s out of your sight; but it was made up in my mind.

Deep*

How Long is That?*


Can’t tell you as a matter of fact; I won’t talk smack – but I got your back. you’re not lazy and you don’t lack.

loving the view – especially when its like that! I knew when I bent down and sat.

stop – I’ll say.

giving me a piece of your soul, it was almost everyday. the vibrations we had – had its own place. jumping on a Pogo; making sure I’m not going to slow.

wanting to hear you moan a little more. by the end of it, the poor feline will be very soaked, and very sore.

Just Keep Writing*

Shakia

I’m probably writing the most amazing things; and don’t even realize it

joining this pen with paper has changed my mind around – I had to believe in me and it. these words I’m given; its just for me, a perfect fit.

preparing myself for something I don’t even see yet; Lord knows, when it happens these moments wont be forgotten. this will not be a regret

Appropriating my posture –

I will be in public eye exposing these monsters

Girl Lady Woman*

I am breathtaking – no longer sleep, I have awaken. let’s play a game – I saw your last move; it’ll be a shame, when you realize I’ve pulled a you! smart and deceitful – what a combination; but I am brilliant and kind, with no moment of contemplation

I was drawn by God’s hands – I see no mistakes; kneeling for no man, they don’t choose my fate. deaf to any sound of negativity – my ears only Heaven; evil could never put fear into me. I pray now, then I say Amen.

serving tranquility resetting and rejuvenating my energy; pushing envelopes, for my vision to be seen.

this or that*

So much is going on at one time, and all I want to do right now is put on this paper and let my talent shine, without worrying about if I’m writing a poem or a prose. As I said that you’re probably wonder what that is I suppose, but donโ€™t worry about it, it’s just literature and it’s old. Not trying to be funny – never most of the time – when you have the humor of ‘Cat in the Hat”; my seriousness may come out in a rhyme, now how about that? I’m smiling, because to have something manifest within me that has already been there, is the best feeling in the world. And all of sudden you’re no longer scared. Embracing , every moment I have when I put down each word. Making sure that I throw something in there that can capture whatever it was I doing during that vibe. So when itโ€™s time to reflect the story will be brought back for me to vividly describe. Oh, how I am in love during the temporary turmoil going on in my life. I refuse to let this turn me to strife, but I will continue to conquer and thrive! It’s my time to end this spirit of demise, and allow my light to glow vibrantly so that I will always rise! Talking about the hard things that I deal with that can give me a stressful mind. Going in different directions, scrambling everywhere – an unparalleled amount of lines. I won’t, it angers me like the sound of a tooth grind. This will be my vengeance and I will get through this – I will survive! No matter how many times I have to speak on it, it will manifest, and it will no longer feel like I had to pretend that I owned it!ย 

cacยทoยทeยทthes Love*

I'm hurting inside 
Only a bit 
I just want more than a joyride 
I want to be a complete fit 
Putting the pride away 
Enjoying every moment each day 
Loving each other 
Itโ€™s a healthy vibration 
As a family we'll be great 
Mother and father 
Together  
More than my imagination 
I'm extremely scared 
Just cherish me for real 
Care the way I care 
Not connecting 
That wasn't the deal 
There was always going be affection 
That was very clear 
Confused most of the time 
I'm done pretending I'm fine 
Not receiving mutual feedback  
Because it's not always clear 
That's time I could never get back 
And that's what I sometimes fear 
Tell me what it is already 
Feels like I'm hanging by a thread 
This will no longer be fair to me  
Because that's one thing I dread 
Time tells everything 
That I understand 
Maybe nervousness of it has me jittery 
And maybe that was the plan 

Energy*

Vibin' getting a lot done;ย If they knew, I just begun.ย  It would make perfect sense. If I was a son of gun,ย  but Iโ€™m a daughter of pistol and my mind deploys like a missile - never been a coward; if Mother Nature was a person, then I been found her : salvaging the most of this life- knowing people only want to bring you strife, just saying stuff because at this point if there was a main idea then you already missed it -ย ย 

Divine*

Failing to wither my time;ย 

Using it all because it is mine. 

Dreaming of beauty,

But not without;

evaluating within, thatโ€™s where I’d sprout.ย 

Seeking guidance from areas that are good;

giving the things I need that’ll be understood.ย 

Making each moment very precious;

life is truly โ€“ saying without pressure.ย 

Soon all this will make sense in time;

everything I am doing is worth it โ€“ and it’s divine.ย 

Aspirations*

 In love with writing letters, that express mental intimacy 

Seeing the pleasure in your eyes makes the soul feel less than empty 

Soaring through your thoughts as if Iโ€™m on a hunt for treasure; 

Determined to reach heights that your mind just canโ€™t measure. 

Slick and silky is the feels of your brain; deploying fumes of ecstasy 

Showing you that I maintain – strength of consistencyย 

Lusting for the intellectual things your mouth produce, 

Wanting to use your saliva for a better use.  

Allowing time to lead my pursuit.  

Running my fingers across a shaft of honesty;  

Educating myself for a test thatโ€™s bound to be juicyย