I don’t feel anyย negative pressure; I’m touchedย by one’s intellect, and it’s sincerely aย pleasure.
Genuine compassion that lead to indescribable encounters naturally brings divine grace; I’m allowed toย seize ampleย time, because one induces me to feel like this isn’t a race.
Escaping to a world separate from where pain and misery reside; unbolting the door of assurance, for there’s no longer a need to hide.
Category Volume Two
Journal Entry # 38*

My eyes are directed north; resolutely facing each intended mission that comes forth.
Visualizing the thought of peace and happiness; even though I want the love, I stray from the stress.
My cultural intimacy that has precedence; my ultimate goal is more than just practical independence.
I’m aware things will eventually fall into place; I’m recognizing this is a marathon and not a race!

Journal Entry #’s 36 and 37*
63
My patience is there, but it’s thin.
I have much to confess, but I don’t know where to begin;
The first step has to start within.
I’m declaring my throne as a resilient woman.
Ready for anything, at any moment.
I am who I am; that’ll always fuel my confidence.
73
She sits gracefully in an illuminated room, not realizing she naturally serves as the key source to the leading light; the gentle radiance of her eager spirit spreads like wildfire, exploiting boundless love full of sprites! As one gets more intimate with the direct vision, eventually brings clear sight.
She’s diligently pursuing a lifelong dream that’s naturally forming into her ultimate reality; as her hands touch the silhouette of her ultimate fate, she loses sight on what may invariably appear as a functional abnormality.
Liberal Thoughts*
Being full of the divine power of love requires immense responsibility; eternal sacrifices are required, and it’s held at the intensest degree.
Being emotionally, mentally, and spiritually unconditional, retains a unique level of intellectual intimacy; it feels, then appear to obtain a guarantee, and that’s promising.
I’m trekking in the established confidence of trust, it’s genuinely a sensation of supremacy; I’m gushing with many emotions, because sincerely, I feel one is falling in love with me…

Under no circumstances has there been any pressure – I’m moved by one’s intellect, and it’s a pleasure.
Elementsย that leads to indescribable moments,ย bringsย meย grace; I’mย ableย toย takeย myย time, because oneย knowsย this isn’t aย race.
Being in a world separate from where pain and anguish reside;
I’m opening my door to assurance, and there’s no need to hide.
Whelm*
Paranoia used to create depression; eventually becoming an obsession.
Being in a vulnerable position is, or can be dangerous; in the wrong hands, it can a battle to trust.
I’m over the destruction from the unknown need to panic; my goal is not for this to become a habit!
I’ve come along way, though, I’m still on a journey that isn’t far; my light will continue to shine brilliantly, especially in the dark!
Interception*
Using my pain to ignite creativity; I’m constantly looking to have longevity.
Pressure that is fixed upon me gets me down; thereof, I use depression as a throne to sit, because I wear the crown!
Being exceptional in perceptions, because I am love regardless; I have the power to conceive! I know love and pain will complete the promise.
Old Love*
Renewal is Expiring*
I wonโt let him go, yet he refuses to confess his love for me – this is getting old.
Loving this man significantly that I am worried Iโve been doing this all wrong; At least Iโve upgraded to, โI miss youโsโ, after a year, yep, you can put that in a song.
Even the birds outside decided to no longer watch from the power lines; this is no longer unconditional, this is hurting more than my pride!
Itโs weird, and Iโm a bit confused. I donโt know if you want to be here, or if you want to make me feel used, then disappear.
Iโve made it real clear I donโt allow adolescence when Iโm dealing with adult conjunctions; Iโm a woman who demands competence, and love that actually function!
Journal Entry # 35
I’m on a psychedelic high; rupturing any ideas that will cause me my demise.
Ruining any moment associated with doubt; expressing it louder than a shout – I hope you understand what I am talking about.
I feel I express entirely too much; I want to come out of that habit, because they’re other ways to pick myself up.
As I move forward down this road, I feel in my heart that I’m actually going somewhere; from my view it’s here or there, so I’m told.
Heat and moisture can either make clouds or mold – depending on circumstance you either fly to the sky or drive down a road.
I’m struggling to make this make sense! I’m frazzled with scaling walls, and hopping every fence!
I’m being charged a price that wasn’t my expense….
Journal Entry # 34
Come Hereeee!
Watching a man’s best friend obey his master; wondering how the instruction given is so clear to him
As I observe, all I think to myself is: “why is my leg shaking faster?” Being the genuine person I am, the vibe was very clear!
In brief conversation, I got exactly what I need immediately after.
Although the encounter was brief, it was the best conversation I’ve had thereafter…
Journal Entry # 32 and 33
Rinse and Repeat*
Numb-Err 32*
Discovering who I am has displayed many leveled difficulties.
Dwelling in places I shouldn’t have been, but it’s my fault, you see.
Taking a stand for what is right, and not a great good.
If people would just mind their own, they would understand why I took a chance and stood.
This is what I’ve I learned so far; now I need to move on to healing my next scar…
Number 33*
Each day, I reflect in the morning; deafening myself from outside noise.
I’m in wanderlust, and the route is revealing many reasons I am glowing; God! I’m doing my best to not to find anything else to fill this void.
I am quite complex; My make-up is pleasant, but the colours are blue.
I am the one to be next; the cover of my book isn’t half of what I can do.


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