writing standing up; giving off lights, fluorescently bright enough! putting myself in the front line; standing at attention, until its my time. juggling the responsibility of being gifted; a blessing I would never give up or ask to be lifted. asking for a sign; forgetting that it may not appear in the image of my design. without a complaint; I know that I am not a saint. I just want to have discernment in all things; to flourish into who I am to be