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journey*

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Being a flow of water, understanding it’s current.. Continuous it is.

Allowing myself to discover new journeys, my heart is passionate.

Making the things around me into encouragement.

It takes a lot out of you when you’re working for the next day.

Being dependent isn’t a goal that’s riding my wave.

Looking for a difference, in me, that I can be proud of…

I don’t want to rush, but who doesn’t want love?

Expecting life to just give me an answer, when that can’t happen.

Learning that living is a gift, and existing in life can be a damper.

Approaching my affairs with literature; to get it of my chest.

Finally, I’ve found that thing that’s gives my spirit rest.

The past can be wild, I mean when you look back what do you see?

You see, the mistakes, the lessons, and stuff that had you say never again!

But knowing your past gives you so much in the future – real possibilities!

Do you really want to waste time with pain that has already healed in the end?

Speaking solely from my heart, I need to hear this and see it – so do you…

Living life gives you a chance to explore things that your heart always wanted to subdue.

Even in this, my anxiety flew through the roof, because I’m so worried about a line being too long.

But if this is how I feel and what I need to put down, then why would I restrain myself from what makes me strong?

Being in tuned with my whole being is not something you make happen.

Really all it is, is the faith you have in yourself to know that your better than the situation, or circumstance.

Seem like all I’m doing is running my mouth, maybe even rambling.

In the end though, I’ll be the greatest I’ve ever laid my eyes on, and it’s going to make me do a whole victory dance!

past love*

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watching love sleep is breathtaking, wondering thoughts before awaking; it’s handsome, content, and humble. spoken below a whisper is understood clearer than I thought, due to its mumble.

blossoming in wonderful change; reaching something I thought was always once out of range…

it was fine, anything said was sweet, and it always says; this is crazy, and I laugh to myself because the joy is merrier, than the intimacy that was there.

at Night*

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nights make me see, that life truly goes on while I am sleeping; while i may decide to rest, they’re people still getting dressed.

also those who are nocturnal, believing that its when life is still, it becomes more eternal; proving that being awake isn’t based on time and space, but whether or not you’re night or day.

nights make me believe, that even in darkness I can see; it gives me faith that a new beginning is only hours away – surely then, it’ll be a new day.

nights make me believe in a lot, whether the dream is real or not; for 10 seconds a dream can show you a lot of blessings.

they’ll be times you’ll have nightmares; even then, life is still just making sure you’re always prepared…

id-zerve*

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I will never let down my faith, I will remain strong; I’m living for me, even when it seem selfish, I will continue to carry myself along…

I’ve sacrificed almost everything I have for all those I love; assaulted with guilt because I put myself first and thereof. I’m puzzled with my own plans; blind faith to where I’m going, with a vivid recollection of where I began…

forward and backward, time can fly just like that; moving like a speed of light, neglecting the view from your eyes, showing how life can really move really fast…

diving back into the work of my past; studying my old moves that worked, and those that did not last. exposing the struggles I bear; finding an understanding to the emotional warfare…

I will not back down from what was generated for me, my purpose will be inevitably erected; every strike I took toward my calling will show I plied, and the work done for it will reflect it…

Exposure

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Maneuvering a strong and humble force,

Running steady, while producing swift speed;

A tread-climber course –

Taking the foundation; manipulating rooms

Rooms to the first floor of my success

That could never come too soon…

Mistakes I made were for a future test.

When it approach, the teacher will never say –

It’s happening –

For during a test – the teacher doesn’t talk ~

If I’m not ready; that’s my fault…

Preventing myself from unnecessary obstacles

So I won’t miss the signs…

Centering on not having an absent mind;

But facing things I may feel is difficult..

Evolving amazingly in every way;

Lifting myself up

Holding my own weight.

I’ll never be stuck,

Looking for anyone to help.

If it’s from you heart;

It’s in mine to accept.

I always see that first;

It’s due to me,

Before I get hurt.

Specifics aren’t important;

There, only to point out the selective.

Irony of unreliable sources;

It’s not what you call protective.

Back turns doesn’t always mean bye;

Though see you later, feels like a long time.

Random as I can be,

Justifying my ways as punctual;

Really doing my best at it spiritually,

Making everyday functional.

Fatalist*

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understanding things for what they are, can be hard when you find yourself in a circumstance to do just that; dealing with the realities of things being exactly what’s presented on the plat…

appropriately canvasing an existence, where what may have been absorbed, is far from meaningless prattle; this is a query in finding out if impossible was only to cover the actuality of life being improbable, just to hinder our quest within our travels…

being an idealist in a world of fabrication, can be intense at it’s core; bribery, scandal, and blackmail, sadly, I could list more. so many bad things happen around us and even when it’s simplified, still, we complicate what’s evident, causing an emotional and mental war…

with the world throwing doubt in your mind, questioning your own common sense; just to realize that your intuition was right, and it could’ve been your best defense. coexisting with dastardly populists isn’t living at all; being without judgment, I truly understand and also appreciate karma otherwise, life would be gull…

blowhard*

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a very boastful and talkative person

Meriam-Webster

being patient is like allowing life just to happen. I have realized that there are things you really can’t manipulate, and that’s ok. when the inevitable get’s involved, know that what was for you – would be yours anyhow; you are obligated to all your blessings no matter how long it takes to receive them.

time is what it is; though we try to get ahead of it; even times where we can actually make that happen, we don’t realize it until we get behind again. rambling on – but this is sensible stuff, no pulling wisdom out of thin air, just using the gift of common sense to apply better awareness…

Stop allowing the anxiety of opportunity get the best of you; there are many ways to see things in a better view. appointed to things you may not think you deserve; can turn negativity into a positive curve – even though having front row seats to so many problems can work on your nerves. that’s fine, it’s natural; we all will have our day, and that’s factual!

Fail At Losing

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I want to fail at losing; so that winning will prevail…

Europa

I wish to not miss things in the past; it’s over now, and it’s why it didn’t last. I want to grow in seasons, instead of growing only on certain evenings; I’ll later clarify and then, you’ll understand the meaning.

My progression can take time; the journey feel hard, but the journey is mine. Comprehending every step I take with precision; making sure the choices I make is the right decision.

Longing for enlightenment towards my future; the gift of discernment I’ll soon receive will feel more than super! I have days where I don’t feel that I’ve learned nothing; hence, only in the evening, when the day’s done is when I’m on to something…. I don’t want to be too late; only my decisions is what makes my fate.

No longer allowing time to pass; but being ahead of time will give me plenty of mass. After thoughts are intriguing; the last minute will not be my growth anymore, I will understand soon pass my evenings…

forgiveness for me*

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I’m amused at the things I choose to love, and stress about; mindlessly naïve to what I should’ve given doubt. I’m frazzled with thoughts I’ve constantly brainstormed; coming to an understanding that there’s a certain way to perform.

I am moving very steady; making preparations to be ready. whatever may come, I want to fully be whole for my blessing; my first reaction will be to many, quite an impression. I’ve been working on changeable flaws; I don’t bother listing them, it would sound like a drawn out clause.

I truly want to be a better person daily; given with support I hold tight to, can only be family. What’s insane, is they’re worst than strangers; though, it’s safe to say at least we can understand each others anger…