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something else*

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I am becoming someone anew – presented with many ideas, I just need to follow through. I’m capable of doing more than what i’ve already executed; all of my unconditional and honest actions, will never be disputed.

I don’t run when it appears different from my imagination, most likely, I’ll levitate above its circumstance. to complete my transformation. to hold myself to a higher stance, I’m embracing fear into a major mental function, so what’s unknow for me, will be something I can understand.

I am the going, when things get tough, and I will not stop, even if i’ve had enough.

Backyard*

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solidifying myself, to maintain what I have been dealing with, can be difficult, because my realities in life has me torn; I do my best not to wear my tribulations on my face, an oath to myself, I had sworn.

replenishing myself with each our that pass, taking advantage of each breath I have; renewing who I am, assuring that my journey is the right path…

vulnerable*

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I’m hurting inside 

Only a bit 

I just want more than a joyride 

I want to be a complete fit 

Putting the pride away 

Enjoying every moment each day 

Loving each other 

It’s a healthy vibration 

As a family we’ll be great 

Mother and father together  

More than my imagination 

I’m extremely scared 

Just cherish me for real 

Care the way I care 

Not connecting 

That wasn’t the deal 

There was always going be affection 

That was very clear 

Confused most of the time 

I’m done pretending I’m fine 

Not receiving mutual feedback  

Because it’s not always clear 

That’s time I could never get back 

And that’s what I sometimes fear 

Tell me what it is already 

Feels like I’m hanging by a thread 

This will no longer be fair to me  

Because that’s one thing I dread 

Time tells everything 

That I understand 

Maybe nervousness of it has me jittery 

And maybe that was the plan 

motivating…*

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riveting feelings has emerged, with an impulse to purge; when adrenaline is pumping, so do momentum. I’m ecstatic by challenges like this, and then some; as free as I ever felt, feeling sunshine that could make your heart melt!

on a pursuit of taking advantage of my destination; the odyssey I needed for affirmation; the treasure of life was meant to flourish, love and peace for the soul is what truly nourish.

breathe*

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flabbergasted by the way I’ve been placed on a certain foundation, and the bricks lay without contemplation.

exhausted with being the net everyone can fall in; though, I will not block my blessings, it’ll all be worth it in the end.

longing for a triumphant outcome; I’ve already lost many, I just would like to also win some.

adjusting to an environment not of my own; the responsibility has definitely grown

purposeful in the tasks I was assigned, but I am human, so my patience don’t always agree with the time

reminiscing*

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I am in a moment; not a lifetime

~ Europa, Ki Wi

Home is not what it use to be; all happiness it use to bring.

Distracted now by things of technology; who pays attention anymore to human beings.?

Where the dinner table was our social media; to talk about our the things we learned amongst peers, just thinking of it brings joyous tears.

Coming from a long way; not understanding these days, home is now a bunked place.

For slumber and bathroom breaks; no more family rooms and enjoying commercial breaks.

One day I do have faith; one day soon this may change, home is not right now, but one day home will again make a town…

silent siren*

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No money in my account but I’m not broke; I am rich in faith.. I’m determined to be happy, even when it hurts…

Thriving my way through these trials; been running so long, I passed a many miles…

To find myself, spirit, and soul; things that makes me happy and gives me joy… I cry for hours, and couldn’t tell you why – I’m begging for a breakthrough, so confused on what I need,

Triggered by everything, but the small things is what hurt; when it grows it becomes a bigger challenge – that begins to feel meaninglessly unimaginable…

Prosody*

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tailoring my words to challenge my own intellect; so, from time to time, research the wordnet.

speaking properly the best I can; promptly pulling you in, just like I planned!

I am at peace with my erudition; I’m evolving with my profound intuition.

embracing the trait in being in calibration with selective suggestion; it’s almost like slang, or short-hand abstinence.

lunch Break*

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one hour can feel like a long time; especially when that hour isn’t mine. why do time operate in this manner? when it’s no fun, it slows up; when fun is there, time move faster! it is weird; at this point time is either far off or really near… although, what we do with it may be just random; learning to manipulate it, I don’t think I could fathom. experience is a gift; not something you could just sift; simply time was created a bonding agent to persist…

ravenous*

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starving for more

I want endurance

to be faithful to the core

give me assurance make me free

I can handle the responsibility

move me from within

don’t stop my journey before I begin

start me over see me as a four leaf clover

instead of luck, let it be blessed

just say yes

feed me an intimate mind, then digress

be blatant

don’t leave any thought vacant

I am hungry

take this analogy to be of me this is my desire

this is my peace