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b/b*

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brighten my day with sunshine; not a cloud in sight, when you say, “you’re mine.” hug me with warmth that feels like spring weather; allowing your choice to be with me, as light as a feather.

fellowship with me, let’s plant a new seed, allowing life in inevitably; pressure me with kindness; place flattery on me, make me feel timeless. know I am the one without any rigged tests.

open my eyes with love and intimacy, please don’t feel you could deceive or manipulate me; close my mind with undivided attention, make me smile whenever you are mentioned…

meh..*

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strategically creating a conversation, with only a select few, who received an invitation…

my mind is truly delicate; tread carefully with your choice of predicates…

run a mile within my psyche; see how amazed you’d become when you see similarities of Aphrodite…

putting myself in a productive environment; balancing my day and my temperament.

screen*

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roaming around on my own planet; the feeling I experience feels magnetic. lessons are being thrown left and right; i take that as my future looking very bright.

putting atw ist on the abilities I’ve been absorbing; my blessings fell like they’re getting closer, and it’s morbid!

rejecting any nonsense; i receive the best of care with my faith, and it’s tense. I’m not putting up any walls, or an emotional fence, my spirit will immense…

sit*

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sitting here as always, reminiscing on the good ole days; when my skin would glow radiantly from the summer rays.

my skin is getting thicker; i can achieve the impossible, because i am a dreamer.

the trail is getting hotter like a fever; at the end of the day i am a believer.

loving on solo nights, just to fill my heart; my trinity is cemented, it’ll never fall apart.

i am my beginning, so that’s where I’ll start …

stone*

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guess I’ll start over, my attitude can be hard to get ahold of; I want to be unapologetic, in ways that are far from pathetic.

liberate me from heavy weights on my shoulders, this very instance was given to me by my beholder; I must control the paving of my path, and continue move farther away from His wrath.

there can be no detours throughout this voyage, but constant faith to keep me going as if I had the gift of clairvoyance.

hatch*

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a field of blooming flowers isn’t always honest; the surface can still be material, and hold you bondage.

you don’t share feelings when you’re playing cards, and believe me, not showing emotion can be hard.; when you’re carrying around this type of energy, saying how I feel can come off a bit unruly.

the way I was designed, took an ample amount of time; therefore, I’m sure as I go on through the shadow, I’ll be well prepared, I happen to be a fire sign. the truth is and will always be mine, no more worrying, or being depressed, there just isn’t any time.

I have to stay determined, remain on my own path – no matter how many times you bring up my past.

flesh v spirit*

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This is not a poem, but a prayer…

Lord, you know why I’m writing, and with that, I know you are here; my eyes are closed, still, they flow with tears. you made me to be strong through you, Father, so I’m asking you to ignite strength that is full-grown; hold my hand and order my steps, so the turmoil I face can be handled full-blown.

instead of crying Lord, I want to just do something about it – your way, never mine; my heart is heavy, I just want to get right – my heart, my soul, and my mind…

when I say this is overwhelming – it is, but I wont allow this to consume me; my prayers are loud and clear, I need you to work through me. remove whatever you need to, to get make my life better; there’s no other Father, I am your debtor… Amen.

Dicey and Inimitable*

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Behemoth and Leviathan

Creatures of Chaos

bellowing at the sky, hoping the entity of my faith hear my cry; I want to be cleansed, without the consequence of genocide.

wanting nothing more than to rectify the thoughts that have confused my mind many times. I am giving away nothing but mercy for the tribulations I have endured, along with its lies.

creating such a monster to protect the cowardice of a peculiar trait. fighting a greater good, without leaving casualties of war to an induced fate… creating it’s own fallout, because of selfishness, its the only fruit you choose to taste.

I choose forgiveness; I look on to the abyss as encouragement that light will shine inevitably, as I have witnessed. leading blind forecasts, is just like living through pandemonium, while still experiencing stillness; I am for the challenge in living through turmoil and pain to understand the discernment of liveliness.

replenish me entirely; cleanse the chaotic patterns from my life, showing the light through it all, making my finish line worth the anxiety…