City of refuge.
Hebrew Translation
finding the words is never hard; breaking my thoughts down to understand each part. even the hard parts that move me within the matter, i’ll use my resources to take my time, with no intentions of moving any faster…
finding solace within the bounds of my own intellection; going toward profound places, to call my ascension in recollection. I am overly confident in the executions i plan on making; the job that i’ve inherited will now be a bequest awakening. every opportunity I have bestowed, shows that i use all necessary means to prove out anything I’ve been told.
we use each other in a diplomatic form; trying our very best to be proper in the agreements that were born. i am a shade pink anyone could understand; the road i’m taking has outrageous seams that are more than bland.
it all sounds wildly put together, but i promise you this is me explaining why in many ways, i am better. there are no specifics to elaborate on; what i can say is most inspiration was conceived from a time where i felt scorned.
humans as species are untrustworthy creatures; we don’t deserve to live forever
~ Unknown POV
we as a species really believe anyone and anything is beneath us, for this is why our life-expectancy has grown short; we already don’t appreciate the limited time we have, and if we were immortal, I doubt we would possess moral support. everyone aches for affairs that aren’t truly needed; I mean how much time do you really need to become a decent human being?
living on the edge is knowing that your last day, just may be today; learn to be grateful for the fact that you’ve opened your eyes with lungs full of air in a safe place; not everyone is comfortable in their shelter, most people feel the streets rather a house is better!
to think, there’re people who truly feel death is beneath them; what a wake-up call they’ll face when they’re condemned. Without judgment or criticism, I am observing a life where people truly take the priceless aspects of being alive as witticism; don’t get me wrong, who wouldn’t want to live very long?
i appreciate the infinitesimal things in mortality, i emerge myself in each moment, knowing i will cherish each day until i graduate and be rewarded with eternal life through my spirituality!
I am becoming someone anew – presented with many ideas, I just need to follow through. I’m capable of doing more than what i’ve already executed; all of my unconditional and honest actions, will never be disputed.
I don’t run when it appears different from my imagination, most likely, I’ll levitate above its circumstance. to complete my transformation. to hold myself to a higher stance, I’m embracing fear into a major mental function, so what’s unknow for me, will be something I can understand.
I am the going, when things get tough, and I will not stop, even if i’ve had enough.
I’m hurting inside
Only a bit
I just want more than a joyride
I want to be a complete fit
Putting the pride away
Enjoying every moment each day
Loving each other
It’s a healthy vibration
As a family we’ll be great
Mother and father together
More than my imagination
I’m extremely scared
Just cherish me for real
Care the way I care
Not connecting
That wasn’t the deal
There was always going be affection
That was very clear
Confused most of the time
I’m done pretending I’m fine
Not receiving mutual feedback
Because it’s not always clear
That’s time I could never get back
And that’s what I sometimes fear
Tell me what it is already
Feels like I’m hanging by a thread
This will no longer be fair to me
Because that’s one thing I dread
Time tells everything
That I understand
Maybe nervousness of it has me jittery
And maybe that was the plan
Europa's Space Of Poetry 