Tag journaling

and/or*

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I am flattered with growing pains; I am gaining in ways that prove that I’ve been brave and; agonizing dilemmas spoil only a second of my time; I know when to cut it off though, I don’t need a sign.

finding different expressions to utilize, creating my own unique design; breaking a plethora of habits that could hinder me; avoiding afflictions that could cause infamy.

who else can I be, when I’m myself perfectly? why would anything else be better? any other version wouldn’t compare, nor its pressure…

quip*

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being stable in what of my mission consists of firsthand
locking in a plan, to make sure I know where I stand
a place where I make demands, without prejudice,
I would do right by us, I love caring for others. 
though, everyone should love one another;
transitioning with a sequence that'll provide self-therapy,
in my defense...

lite*

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I’ve been looking for better ways to approach things.

taking old habits, and cutting its strings.

I am pronouncing grace and favor over my life.

without any fussing or petty fights.

I am forgiving, for my own sake.

wanting more in life, than to just be awake.

taking a glimpse into my future, yearning for what’s in it, not later but sooner.

taking caution to any blind triggers, by treating its outcome as a simple figure.

being honest with the way life may’ve been, allowing education and guidance to lead me over and over again.

for myself I suggest peaceful practices, so my being is balanced above all averages..

mild*

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I’m sinking into a phase that’ll challenge me. as I move forward, it’ll also balance me; I am never ashamed to reveal my true self, there’s only one me, who could never be bought, no matter the amount of wealth.

opening my mind a little more; figuring I’ll be able to settle a couple scores. looking beyond common horizons; I shiver in warm climates, the energy is demising.

courting myself every year, because that’s apart of growth; I am pleased to know that I’m no longer in a space that it broke…

bighead*

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give me a wealthy amount of plunder; rescue my soul and spirit, even when there’s thunder.

sooth my mental state with courageous advice; elaborate on your emotions, and please be precise.

shelter my straying mind with reassuring affirmations; supply all my needs without a debated conversation.

I’m a love who needs reciprocation; shadow my nightmares with dreams of admiration.

pedigree*

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descendants from one individual

Meriam-Webster

your actions, attitude, and train of thought, was first conceived within your childhood; without offending your competence in maturity, I’ll explain before I am misunderstood.

seriously, why do triggers that exist? maybe, we watch and observed so much as an adolescent; where do it all start? the rebellion, and rude remarks…

steady trying to wrap my mind around the thought of another’s trauma… I’m wondering if this is why we, at times, don’t receive a bequest of love, but drama…

what’s your background? not your resume, but the one you work hard at when no ones around; the things that if you told, would bring you down and frown; the generational inequities we were forced to shut-up about, so you don’t make a sound…

what negatives resulted in a positive? take me down the road you took, that gave you strength to forgive.

b/b*

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brighten my day with sunshine; not a cloud in sight, when you say, “you’re mine.” hug me with warmth that feels like spring weather; allowing your choice to be with me, as light as a feather.

fellowship with me, let’s plant a new seed, allowing life in inevitably; pressure me with kindness; place flattery on me, make me feel timeless. know I am the one without any rigged tests.

open my eyes with love and intimacy, please don’t feel you could deceive or manipulate me; close my mind with undivided attention, make me smile whenever you are mentioned…

Uni*

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making way for a new mindset, bellowing with joy, while neglecting any regrets. I am lawless toward being only me; pushing my time back like spring.

my gratitude toward building foundations; don’t only make it local, but to share with nations. my achievements in the long run will be my revelations.

i can’t afford to cut any corners; I’m I’m in the midst of creating authentic transformers…blah blah blah

stone*

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guess I’ll start over, my attitude can be hard to get ahold of; I want to be unapologetic, in ways that are far from pathetic.

liberate me from heavy weights on my shoulders, this very instance was given to me by my beholder; I must control the paving of my path, and continue move farther away from His wrath.

there can be no detours throughout this voyage, but constant faith to keep me going as if I had the gift of clairvoyance.