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Jabez*

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Pain

Hebrew Translation

i’ve been counting my blessings every moment my mind stand still; climbing over my own battles, conquering every hill.

anguish is not the best comfort; tough to deal with, and hard to ignore when you feel your tolerance fall downward. it’s a cycle in our existence; there are days were i had a cure to make me resistant.

polishing my character to be of better usage; my faith has gotten to far to start abusing it.

pain can inflict all day; i will still keep going, and still see my purpose without going astray…

caupernaum pt.1*

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village of comfort.

Hebrew Translation

sin full-grown, gives birth to death; taking away all your energy and your breath. where inequities from personal views are shared as a general problem; each of us has our transgressions, and not every one of them is worth solving.

the relationships we keep must be essential to our well-being, without these functions, I will never give you access; see. I want for my village to be ample of unconditional care, concern, and love fully dressed!

this village watches over my son, I have given a honorable position before the relation had begun; why? you’re apart of this family, whether you like me or not, love becomes our mutual understanding.

I’m ok with a fellowship of just two, maybe three; I could keep my eyes closer, watching a crowd that brought the power of thee. I am not the only one on watch; my God will always cover my blind spots, even after the day my heart stop!

GeHarashim*

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valley of skilled workers.

Hebrew Translation

I am compelled to follow the path drawn out for me, enduring the valleys that will ply me with strength to walk all endeavors; the quality of dynamism I possess, cannot allow negativity in at any measure.

those that follow my lead, know that I’m walking with them, and not ahead; showing an example to reciprocate is the best way to make sure your team isn’t mislead.

I am expanding my cerebration with blueprints of larger plateaus, full of momentum; having a certain confidence over yonder, is allowing your existence to be more than just a system.

assertation*

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I have a lot to enunciate, especially when you’re forced into a certain isolation. I always think to myself, whether or not the energy I’ve been sowing is coming back in a peculiar form of reciprocation.

I’m tired of being wired to be there when I truly may not be needed; if my result keeps being the same why do I allow it to be repeated?

I am always indifferent; I get paranoid when I feel an uneasy spirit. I only want my hard work to pay off like anyone else; I’m doing my best, without taking short-cuts, or hitting below the belt.

my time is drawing near; none of my dreams will go undone, or disappear…

wvw*

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werewolves, vampires, and witches are oddly familiar; these species’ come over as our true character in a mirror; showing ourselves some things we do are similar.

inspired by their choice of livelihood, and the choice of language which is spoken; i’m truly intrigued, with no need of loathing.

i’m adapting to its culture; hoping one day they’ll look high to the pedestal of my sculpture. not to be worshiped or treated like a goddess; i want love and kindness to reciprocate.

itchy-scratchy*

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The book of Job warns us to avoid reducing God’s moral rule to easy formulas…

unknown pov

pulling for successful outcomes; creating blueprints for financial freedom! though, it’s not a sole objective as a priority; i have to keep on going so the moves i make will be considered more than a minority…

clouded by how i feel about myself in most instances; i close my eyes, and i see interdependence. frustrated just a little, because i know my responsibility is to procreate new paths; i must continue to plant the seeds that’ll soon flourish beneath the grass.

Pleiades*

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the sailing ones;

Hebrew Reference

my stratagem I have for success, is precise; running my mind ragged making sure every decision I made was right. I have no experience in being perfect, but I do know what it is to be gracious and hospitable without regret. I have so much to be grateful for, and way more to sow into the world; with the obligation of faithfulness to be reaped back for all the goodness I furled.

my life was meant to be universal to all aspects; not limited to anything, knowledge swells more than I could explain, which I’m sure you could suspect. I am convinced, that better is possible; don’t allow your surroundings to make your future feel probable.