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mild*

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I’m sinking into a phase that’ll challenge me. as I move forward, it’ll also balance me; I am never ashamed to reveal my true self, there’s only one me, who could never be bought, no matter the amount of wealth.

opening my mind a little more; figuring I’ll be able to settle a couple scores. looking beyond common horizons; I shiver in warm climates, the energy is demising.

courting myself every year, because that’s apart of growth; I am pleased to know that I’m no longer in a space that it broke…

bighead*

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give me a wealthy amount of plunder; rescue my soul and spirit, even when there’s thunder.

sooth my mental state with courageous advice; elaborate on your emotions, and please be precise.

shelter my straying mind with reassuring affirmations; supply all my needs without a debated conversation.

I’m a love who needs reciprocation; shadow my nightmares with dreams of admiration.

pedigree*

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descendants from one individual

Meriam-Webster

your actions, attitude, and train of thought, was first conceived within your childhood; without offending your competence in maturity, I’ll explain before I am misunderstood.

seriously, why do triggers that exist? maybe, we watch and observed so much as an adolescent; where do it all start? the rebellion, and rude remarks…

steady trying to wrap my mind around the thought of another’s trauma… I’m wondering if this is why we, at times, don’t receive a bequest of love, but drama…

what’s your background? not your resume, but the one you work hard at when no ones around; the things that if you told, would bring you down and frown; the generational inequities we were forced to shut-up about, so you don’t make a sound…

what negatives resulted in a positive? take me down the road you took, that gave you strength to forgive.

b/b*

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brighten my day with sunshine; not a cloud in sight, when you say, “you’re mine.” hug me with warmth that feels like spring weather; allowing your choice to be with me, as light as a feather.

fellowship with me, let’s plant a new seed, allowing life in inevitably; pressure me with kindness; place flattery on me, make me feel timeless. know I am the one without any rigged tests.

open my eyes with love and intimacy, please don’t feel you could deceive or manipulate me; close my mind with undivided attention, make me smile whenever you are mentioned…

meh..*

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strategically creating a conversation, with only a select few, who received an invitation…

my mind is truly delicate; tread carefully with your choice of predicates…

run a mile within my psyche; see how amazed you’d become when you see similarities of Aphrodite…

putting myself in a productive environment; balancing my day and my temperament.

screen*

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roaming around on my own planet; the feeling I experience feels magnetic. lessons are being thrown left and right; i take that as my future looking very bright.

putting atw ist on the abilities I’ve been absorbing; my blessings fell like they’re getting closer, and it’s morbid!

rejecting any nonsense; i receive the best of care with my faith, and it’s tense. I’m not putting up any walls, or an emotional fence, my spirit will immense…

sit*

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sitting here as always, reminiscing on the good ole days; when my skin would glow radiantly from the summer rays.

my skin is getting thicker; i can achieve the impossible, because i am a dreamer.

the trail is getting hotter like a fever; at the end of the day i am a believer.

loving on solo nights, just to fill my heart; my trinity is cemented, it’ll never fall apart.

i am my beginning, so that’s where I’ll start …

Uni*

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making way for a new mindset, bellowing with joy, while neglecting any regrets. I am lawless toward being only me; pushing my time back like spring.

my gratitude toward building foundations; don’t only make it local, but to share with nations. my achievements in the long run will be my revelations.

i can’t afford to cut any corners; I’m I’m in the midst of creating authentic transformers…blah blah blah