bighead*

give me a wealthy amount of plunder; rescue my soul and spirit, even when there’s thunder.

sooth my mental state with courageous advice; elaborate on your emotions, and please be precise.

shelter my straying mind with reassuring affirmations; supply all my needs without a debated conversation.

I’m a love who needs reciprocation; shadow my nightmares with dreams of admiration.

b/b*

brighten my day with sunshine; not a cloud in sight, when you say, “you’re mine.” hug me with warmth that feels like spring weather; allowing your choice to be with me, as light as a feather.

fellowship with me, let’s plant a new seed, allowing life in inevitably; pressure me with kindness; place flattery on me, make me feel timeless. know I am the one without any rigged tests.

open my eyes with love and intimacy, please don’t feel you could deceive or manipulate me; close my mind with undivided attention, make me smile whenever you are mentioned…

meh..*

strategically creating a conversation, with only a select few, who received an invitation…

my mind is truly delicate; tread carefully with your choice of predicates…

run a mile within my psyche; see how amazed you’d become when you see similarities of Aphrodite…

putting myself in a productive environment; balancing my day and my temperament.

screen*

roaming around on my own planet; the feeling I experience feels magnetic. lessons are being thrown left and right; i take that as my future looking very bright.

putting atw ist on the abilities I’ve been absorbing; my blessings fell like they’re getting closer, and it’s morbid!

rejecting any nonsense; i receive the best of care with my faith, and it’s tense. I’m not putting up any walls, or an emotional fence, my spirit will immense…

sit*

sitting here as always, reminiscing on the good ole days; when my skin would glow radiantly from the summer rays.

my skin is getting thicker; i can achieve the impossible, because i am a dreamer.

the trail is getting hotter like a fever; at the end of the day i am a believer.

loving on solo nights, just to fill my heart; my trinity is cemented, it’ll never fall apart.

i am my beginning, so that’s where I’ll start …

stone*

guess I’ll start over, my attitude can be hard to get ahold of; I want to be unapologetic, in ways that are far from pathetic.

liberate me from heavy weights on my shoulders, this very instance was given to me by my beholder; I must control the paving of my path, and continue move farther away from His wrath.

there can be no detours throughout this voyage, but constant faith to keep me going as if I had the gift of clairvoyance.

tick*

nothing is more nerve wrecking than to feel like too much honesty can push a person away; my truth could never be a phase. there is power and strength in the truth, used in the right manner, without neglecting the view.

there is also discernment, weaving out the difference in true love, and a serpent; it become something hard to tame; the truth refrains you from placing the blame.

you do what you have to for yourself, especially when you’re telling your truth; knowing your worth can always be your youth. stressing about another’s opinion can knock years off your life; try with vigor to not allow such things to be your demise.

life is nothing but a larger lesson to discern; keep at those couple tests that just keep getting you every time, the reward will be well-earned…

flesh v spirit*

This is not a poem, but a prayer…

Lord, you know why I’m writing, and with that, I know you are here; my eyes are closed, still, they flow with tears. you made me to be strong through you, Father, so I’m asking you to ignite strength that is full-grown; hold my hand and order my steps, so the turmoil I face can be handled full-blown.

instead of crying Lord, I want to just do something about it – your way, never mine; my heart is heavy, I just want to get right – my heart, my soul, and my mind…

when I say this is overwhelming – it is, but I wont allow this to consume me; my prayers are loud and clear, I need you to work through me. remove whatever you need to, to get make my life better; there’s no other Father, I am your debtor… Amen.

blowhard*

a very boastful and talkative person

Meriam-Webster

being patient is like allowing life just to happen. I have realized that there are things you really can’t manipulate, and that’s ok. when the inevitable get’s involved, know that what was for you – would be yours anyhow; you are obligated to all your blessings no matter how long it takes to receive them.

time is what it is; though we try to get ahead of it; even times where we can actually make that happen, we don’t realize it until we get behind again. rambling on – but this is sensible stuff, no pulling wisdom out of thin air, just using the gift of common sense to apply better awareness…

Stop allowing the anxiety of opportunity get the best of you; there are many ways to see things in a better view. appointed to things you may not think you deserve; can turn negativity into a positive curve – even though having front row seats to so many problems can work on your nerves. that’s fine, it’s natural; we all will have our day, and that’s factual!

forgiveness for me*

I’m amused at the things I choose to love, and stress about; mindlessly naïve to what I should’ve given doubt. I’m frazzled with thoughts I’ve constantly brainstormed; coming to an understanding that there’s a certain way to perform.

I am moving very steady; making preparations to be ready. whatever may come, I want to fully be whole for my blessing; my first reaction will be to many, quite an impression. I’ve been working on changeable flaws; I don’t bother listing them, it would sound like a drawn out clause.

I truly want to be a better person daily; given with support I hold tight to, can only be family. What’s insane, is they’re worst than strangers; though, it’s safe to say at least we can understand each others anger…