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The Title*

I’m interpreting my current train of thought

-thinking of the fights that i’ve fought

there’s a tug of war between running onward, or away from my issues

-really putting in the work, hoping the strategy isn’t misused

encapsulated by worries i shouldn’t dwell on

-focusing on my breathing – hoping this moment don’t last long

Journal Entry # 14*

Phantasm -a mental representation of a real object


You never know who may be watching

-being strong isn’t walking, but marching

Make your decisions significant

-announce the respect you yearn to implement

Be with grace, and speak with honor

-deceit has never done anything, but make any situation harder

Journal Entry # 12

Adducing – ย citing as evidence or proof…


I’ve been shuffling around, looking for a vantage point

-Envious thoughts are rebuked, I am someone conjoint

I want to be united within, the without doesn’t reflect the true image

-I’m playing this field aggressively; the vibes are showing an intense scrimmage, culminating passively

Journal Entry # 11

A Blue View*


Understand why I refrain from asking questions

-finding the guidance is more than suggestion

Give me time though

-I look onward, and not into long ago

My mind circulate with many proposals

-digesting on the actions revealed as noble

Identifying my legacy without menace

-espousing a mind that’s conscientious

Journal Entry # 10

the fan is blowing in one direction, while the wind moves wherever; my fireplace shows the illusion of flames, though, no warmth comes from it - I'm just setting the tone for a mental endeavor.

comfort is imperative; facing a door labeled "opportunities", hoping that when I walk through it, it changes my narrative..

Journal Entry # 9

as positive as I want to appear, sadness do sometimes reflect in the mirror…

Ki

sitting in hiding, wanting to be rescued and recovered; my heart has been hardened, because with revealing myself, who I am, still hasn’t been discovered.

it’s almost like I know of something unknown; I’m not neglecting the time that was put in, but in this I found that I am alone.

this isn’t bad; it’s a sign that things are temporary, and eventually will be in the past.

I’m realizing that I cannot expect someone to reflect the same actions I would; saving and finding me, was a lesson that never understood.

I didn’t allow it to hinder my way, I’m the one who regulate my space; as eager as I am to completely make it around the circle, i will continue to stay in my lane

Journal Entry # 8

I want to be spiritual in a different form – grasping all the knowledge available, for me to conform…

my crutch usually defines as me shutting down – and that’s an understatement; how hard is it to improve without feeling complacent? I wish I knew right now…

my focus is genuinely everywhere, and this forces me to make myself more alert, and more aware; even though deep down, at times, it can be hard to bear

in the middle of all of it; this time in my life will pass, and i will forgive, and learn from whatever it is i didn’t forget…

Journal Entry #7*

learning to separate the spirit from the emotion…

within myself is where peace truly live; especially, when you learn to forgive.

I am more pleased by my new behavior, it use to feel like failure …

I yearn to genuinely be humble; so, I stray from judgement – wouldn’t want my blessings to crumble…

it’s so much I want to do; being good at just one thing, has never been my mood!

Journal Entry # 2*

I'm changing the narrative;
attaining all that is provided, so I can 
produce clearer reactions to give

manufacturing better habits, 
so change can be less difficult;
no longer pointing fingers at those who aren't
at fault

clean and fragrant vibrations keeps me 
motivated; pushing my space to productive
and cultivated

not saying I know where this truly going; though,
when it's clear, only then, will I embrace the moment

Journal Entry # 1*

today, I took my time;

every thing went as scheduled, without running behind

moving at a steady pace;

making calculated moves to make sure I’m being safe

I yield to sketchy roads;

embracing the need to live, its not time for my being to go cold

making note to every pro, and con;

connecting only to happiness as true bond

searching for different avenues to manifest my necessities;

exerting myself into this kind of lifestyle by all means