within myself is where peace truly live; especially, when you learn to forgive.
I am more pleased by my new behavior, it use to feel like failure …
I yearn to genuinely be humble; so, I stray from judgement – wouldn’t want my blessings to crumble…
it’s so much I want to do; being good at just one thing, has never been my mood!
I'm changing the narrative; attaining all that is provided, so I can produce clearer reactions to give manufacturing better habits, so change can be less difficult; no longer pointing fingers at those who aren't at fault clean and fragrant vibrations keeps me motivated; pushing my space to productive and cultivated not saying I know where this truly going; though, when it's clear, only then, will I embrace the moment
today, I took my time;
every thing went as scheduled, without running behind
moving at a steady pace;
making calculated moves to make sure I’m being safe
I yield to sketchy roads;
embracing the need to live, its not time for my being to go cold
making note to every pro, and con;
connecting only to happiness as true bond
searching for different avenues to manifest my necessities;
exerting myself into this kind of lifestyle by all means
being struck in the brain with sudden decisions, gives me chills – to know I went through stuff I rather not spill; boy! I am truly gifted – anointed and chosen, I’m handling these blessings with precision, cherishing every moment;
often I’m afraid of losing my touch, knowing I embody the feeling; being myself never been so appealing; I’ve never asked for much; when will “whatever” be an actual endeavor? I want more than to be apart of a flock, of one feather;
the only subject that I bond with is my mind; with one other, that happens to be time – though, many realities are happening, yet, time hasn’t moved a bit! I can see these facets a mile away, running toward circumstance, because I just want to get it over with; I’ve never been the type to go astray;
jumping into overwhelming appointments – knowing I shouldn’t be so impulsive; trying to plan out my life making it a goal to be compulsive; I don’t know how to respond as I watch many sides of me – made it hard to be calm;
and in that moment, I found a new peace- for now on even when affairs aren’t pretty, I must always have the courage to speak!
I’m melting away all my fears, as I continue to look sternly in the mirror; In my heart I know eventually my sight will be clearer…
following a melodic tone
feeling the sensitive flow of its moan
the vibrations of its falsetto rubs me all the right ways,
using music to explain what it is I’m trying to say
I’m a hopeless romantic
though, I do not fall vulnerable to misleading antics
the soothing sound of love pulls me into a trance
generating thoughts by talking through this dance
I’m spoiling myself with a few classics,
music to my ears, to me, is everlasting
I find myself following up with the impossible; enduring bondage, making my argument plausible.
never should I allow my surroundings to distract me; I’m turning back to who I am suppose to be.
I’m elevating myself to reach my rightful crown; I have to continue to fly until my feet find solid ground.
searching for a better way to maneuver; my conclusions have to result as an improver…
Churning the yolk of this relationship;
Mentally spiraling about the whole bit
Never felt so deeply about something –
Grabbing ahold of a serious reality,
That could be possible; patience is a vitality
I don’t want this to be an “oh nothing”
Im indulging too much I guess
Getting to close; making me depressed
Just a little only because this is the first time
I’ve been impressed..
The things I surrender myself to will not be this world no longer, literally had to have everything stripped away from me – Now look at me. Everything was taken away rigorously, the anguish of it all felt back to back; with no one to turn to, talk to, or run to but with the exception of the Lord! He’s who I’ve always needed, and I forgot that apparently. I start looking toward man to be the savior of my inequities, when I should’ve humbled myself and bowed down to the father.
I am in that place now, just another lesson that needed to be learned for me to understand nothing can be done without him. That wisdom, or intuition you feel within your spirit isn’t just any voice, take the time to meditate to listen so you can hear the warning too and not just with your ears. Your consciousness and intuition and the [precious] gift of common sense, was given to us by the Lord to utilize for the best of ability to live life abundantly. These gifts are only useful or powerful when you allow him to order your steps in the decisions needed for yourself.
It always seem like crazy talk until you have nothing left, it really feels crazy when you have nothing to give as well. A crimpling feeling I wish on no one honestly. I don’t care anymore about the things said about me, those words spoken about me in my face or behind my back will always come back on you tenfold! I’m covered by the blood, and that’s real.
Precisely quoted by my one of my favorite singers, “God knows it, Your mind impure, soul I possess, he knows it, Anointed and protected, I was chosen…”
An example of taking what I need and leaving what I don’t, everything was meant to be treated like such saying as though life should be treated like that with worldly things anyhow. Everything below heaven isn’t always right so why would I listen to every single thing said to me.
As I go on about it as a matter of fact, it seem like I need to just make better choices on what I take and what I leave; the way I’m choosing could possibly be ass backwards ha-ha ah man! Now that’s a brain teaser!
The will to conquer is the beginning of the victory
~Europa, Ki Wi
Getting a little technical about that statement. Everyday, it really doesn’t matter who it is I’m thinking it could be; all I know is I wonder, “I wonder if they’re thinking about me?” Sounds like where I was going at – sounds like a passionate little rap. Moving forward, worrying about what the next person feels about me isn’t anything I care to put focus towards. I mean at this moment, I am creating my thoughts with letters put together, and it’s easy, I always own it! Keep pushing me, say what I thought you said anyway, go ahead, lie to me, and be a fake homie. The truth always comes to light, you can stay in that dark alley, I’ll just simple smile then, I heard it’s very bright. Kill them with kindness, it use to make sense, but now, to me, there’s no other saying like it. Being who I am is what people practice to be, I was blessed with this gift, so it’s a little more easy to me! Does this make you think about she? I mean me, I’m getting beside myself, but that’s only for me to agree! I’m in awe at the fact that people even take the time to paint me negatively; learning that once you spend time with me, that anything negative from me would be an impossibility. I laugh, no matter how I feel, I laugh. The best dose of a healthy starts begin with that, there’s no science behind it, it’s simple, no grids, no graphs. I wouldn’t think twice if that was the only choice I had. People and their thoughts with no common sense behind it, always have a point of view or opinion about who you are and how you feel, resulting in them looking and sounding a bit mindless. I know it’s someone out there that know what I am saying is really real!
Brooding – engaged in; showing deep thought about something that makes one sad or worried.
~ Meriam-Webster
I would never give credit to man for what God had already written over my life. What I will do, is be grateful for the right vessel and spirits that surrounded me when my true gift was brought to the forefront. Inspirations if you may. I do know that I’m happy in this place and the journey has only begun. The greatness the Lord has in store for me – even I won’t be able to fathom the abundance when it comes! I’m patient and very excited all at once. This is an exhilarating feeling, or energy – what may be the best way to describe this vibration. Sounding as if I’m saying nothing at all, and that’s actually saying a lot. Your actions are verbal as well, don’t keep your mouth shut and still show me your moves like I don’t have more than sight – but vision. Randomly as I write this, compromise happens to come to mind after hearing the how it was used in a deliberation of what a woman should be for anyone else but herself. Compromise is impossible when you’re only being yourself, and how do you not be yourself? That’s so much energy wasted – people do this on their own too. What I wonder though is, if someone was to tell you, “hey! Don’t be yourself be something else, because if you want me in your life that’s the compromise you have to make!” Like what! [chuckles very loud] Outrageous – oh how the human behavior can be.
Europa's Space Of Poetry 
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