waste*

i just want to waste some time; unconsciously executing something divine.

all this worth i’m made of, even more inspiration to keep rising above.

i’m a sorcerer of words, the way i calculate wisdom, is out of the ordinary when you observe.

doing me as much as possible; embracing all of what i’m made of, making my movement plausible.

striving to be great, being there when my blessing’s come – determined to never be late!

when i’m unsure, i find myself in a sacred place; praying for grace for my sake

purged*

things was taken away, either because I needed it, or because of the decisions I made.

contently, I brace myself for the hard work ahead; I know when to walk away, and when to break bread.

praying that the sacrifices I’ve made is worth it; I will not settle for events that are worthless


Push*

uplifting my spirit in multitudes, doing things with a new attitude.

doing more with an ambience of a good mood.

I question myself constantly, asking myself what am I scared of; there is only one that truly is my judge. yet,

I allow certain things to phase me. I work hard to allow my choices to be hazy.

I tell myself every chance I get, that there is always more than one decision, life should never feel like a debt.

something else*

I am becoming someone anew – presented with many ideas, I just need to follow through. I’m capable of doing more than what i’ve already executed; all of my unconditional and honest actions, will never be disputed.

I don’t run when it appears different from my imagination, most likely, I’ll levitate above its circumstance. to complete my transformation. to hold myself to a higher stance, I’m embracing fear into a major mental function, so what’s unknow for me, will be something I can understand.

I am the going, when things get tough, and I will not stop, even if i’ve had enough.

Backyard*

solidifying myself, to maintain what I have been dealing with, can be difficult, because my realities in life has me torn; I do my best not to wear my tribulations on my face, an oath to myself, I had sworn.

replenishing myself with each our that pass, taking advantage of each breath I have; renewing who I am, assuring that my journey is the right path…

motivating…*

riveting feelings has emerged, with an impulse to purge; when adrenaline is pumping, so do momentum. I’m ecstatic by challenges like this, and then some; as free as I ever felt, feeling sunshine that could make your heart melt!

on a pursuit of taking advantage of my destination; the odyssey I needed for affirmation; the treasure of life was meant to flourish, love and peace for the soul is what truly nourish.

breathe*

flabbergasted by the way I’ve been placed on a certain foundation, and the bricks lay without contemplation.

exhausted with being the net everyone can fall in; though, I will not block my blessings, it’ll all be worth it in the end.

longing for a triumphant outcome; I’ve already lost many, I just would like to also win some.

adjusting to an environment not of my own; the responsibility has definitely grown

purposeful in the tasks I was assigned, but I am human, so my patience don’t always agree with the time

Ghostly Mood*


thinking about the scariest thing possible, having moments where Iโ€™m not sure if this might be a low audible, or is it a ghost? being haunted because I don’t know how to not do the most.

so it seems like my vibrant energy disturbs the dead, and I’m not sure how that works, but I said what I said. feeling like you can conquer this piece of work, my energy is like a virus; this energy will spread! starting from your toes and will work itโ€™s way to your head. Oohโ€™s, is creepy, and the booโ€™s, thatโ€™s sleepy.

I’m not just saying, this is really real, getting smacked by a sheet, and looking at the floor to see no feet. Whoa! yet, as I speak I’m feeling the cold in these chillsโ€ฆ goosebumps up and down my arm – the room is warm, yet every nerve in my body keeps jumping like I ainโ€™t got the heat on.

everyday is scary, and being in a house alone, automatically takes your mind to this is a haunted homeโ€ฆ here comes paranoia now, as if you seen the โ€˜Itโ€™ the clown. this is an unusual poem, the tradition of it is peculiar; maybe as you keep going youโ€™ll see that itโ€™s always better when its unfamiliarโ€ฆ


ultimately it’s nothing really left to say, ghosts donโ€™t talk anyway, they make retarded noises, thinking they are really haunting the people that left them roses, when really its new tenants didnโ€™t know this..

silent siren*

No money in my account but I’m not broke; I am rich in faith.. I’m determined to be happy, even when it hurts…

Thriving my way through these trials; been running so long, I passed a many miles…

To find myself, spirit, and soul; things that makes me happy and gives me joy… I cry for hours, and couldn’t tell you why – I’m begging for a breakthrough, so confused on what I need,

Triggered by everything, but the small things is what hurt; when it grows it becomes a bigger challenge – that begins to feel meaninglessly unimaginableโ€ฆ

mid Life*

  • I’m mad confused when trusting is an option, what am I really choosing..?
  • It’s hard trying to figure out what’s genuine, like, what’s the motive and the goal..?
  • Using my strengths and inspirations as a super power – I use them to figure out life…
  • Writing has been therapeutic lately; falling in love again with my craft…
  • I’m so anxious to pursue all the conscious gifts I possess in the best possible way
  • What should I be using, my heart, my emotions, or both..?