im in love and I have no idea what to do; after loving-making – I feel sometimes that I being screwed.

looking pass my anxiety; calm down and clear thoughts be my true sobriety.
im in love and I have no idea what to do; after loving-making – I feel sometimes that I being screwed.

looking pass my anxiety; calm down and clear thoughts be my true sobriety.
So much is going on at one time, and all I want to do right now is put on this paper and let my talent shine, without worrying about if I’m writing a poem or a prose. As I said that you’re probably wonder what that is I suppose, but don’t worry about it, it’s just literature and it’s old. Not trying to be funny – never most of the time – when you have the humor of ‘Cat in the Hat”; my seriousness may come out in a rhyme, now how about that? I’m smiling, because to have something manifest within me that has already been there, is the best feeling in the world. And all of sudden you’re no longer scared. Embracing , every moment I have when I put down each word. Making sure that I throw something in there that can capture whatever it was I doing during that vibe. So when it’s time to reflect the story will be brought back for me to vividly describe. Oh, how I am in love during the temporary turmoil going on in my life. I refuse to let this turn me to strife, but I will continue to conquer and thrive! It’s my time to end this spirit of demise, and allow my light to glow vibrantly so that I will always rise! Talking about the hard things that I deal with that can give me a stressful mind. Going in different directions, scrambling everywhere – an unparalleled amount of lines. I won’t, it angers me like the sound of a tooth grind. This will be my vengeance and I will get through this – I will survive! No matter how many times I have to speak on it, it will manifest, and it will no longer feel like I had to pretend that I owned it!

Vibin' getting a lot done; If they knew, I just begun.
It would make perfect sense. If I was a son of gun,
but I’m a daughter of pistol and my mind deploys like a missile - never been a coward; if Mother Nature was a person, then I been found her : salvaging the most of this life- knowing people only want to bring you strife, just saying stuff because at this point if there was a main idea then you already missed it -

In love with writing letters, that express mental intimacy
Seeing the pleasure in your eyes makes the soul feel less than empty
Soaring through your thoughts as if I’m on a hunt for treasure;
Determined to reach heights that your mind just can’t measure.
Slick and silky is the feels of your brain; deploying fumes of ecstasy
Showing you that I maintain – strength of consistency
Lusting for the intellectual things your mouth produce,
Wanting to use your saliva for a better use.
Allowing time to lead my pursuit.
Running my fingers across a shaft of honesty;
Educating myself for a test that’s bound to be juicy

I’m feeling a kind of a way…
Not sure if it’s a bad or good thing.
It doesn’t matter, at least not today; as long as my heart sing, there isn’t a need to worry.
He has everything valuable to me, anxious because, I actually want to be seen. Yet, nervous toward the things I’ve said, I treat critically!
Loving every moment in this time because now anything can be a sign; enjoying the way life talks back, very humorous.
Trusting in omens to be the facts; stories are cool [but] truth is always there when it’s two of us….
Just looking for common ground; silence never made such a loud sound! The only quiet I hear is in your eyes; showing only me – but to other’s there’s a disguise…
Special privileges are okay, but when it can’t be helped and it becomes a benefit – [that’s when the real cards will lay]

I’m in love and I’m in lust Wanting both badly,
Longing for the sensation of your touch
Your image is beautiful and unique
Your mind and physique
My mind gets lost in you
A challenge I’m not ready to let go
Something I actually don’t want to subdue
I am in love and in lust . I just want who you are,
I’m really not asking for much.
A little goes a long way
And I love that each moment is a new day.
Huffing and puffing when you don’t give me my way..
Your mine – when it’s you, I’m selfish
The way you express yourself is raw, words become useless
Who I can be for you is boundless; I am the fantasy.
Leveling to a floor of life; just for you to comprehend that I am you’re wife.
Each time we connect; dig deeper, don’t be scared.
The vibration is marriage in itself, that’s raw time shared.
I’m deeper than the bond, I am your sky and your pond..
No where we can’t go; only if you just focus on our show.
I’m getting deeper; follow my path.
Without sunshine, you’ll lead dark fans.
Let me be the guide in your eyes;
A real journey, on a real ride.
They’ll be thunderstorms above our palm trees; but because the foundation is rooted strong, we’ll bring sun back to our ocean seas.
Do you understand what you have?
What god gave you, and put into your hands?
I don’t want to make it be; but I’m confident that it’s definitely me.
I feel literal rays of rainbows around my silhouette; it rains of care and nourishment – yet I never I get wet.
I want this badly, I think I’m crazy about you – without an obsession to make you run; but I am woman anew, who found a partner who’s filled with lifetimes of fun.
