Lead in your Soul, so your Mind and Spirit can follow…
The only thing you control is which button you would like to click first, you see; I am an abundance of energy, that ignites any sign of darkness to light – either way, in some way I will touch your life ….
I’m amused at the things I choose to love, and stress about; mindlessly naïve to what I should’ve given doubt. I’m frazzled with thoughts I’ve constantly brainstormed; coming to an understanding that there’s a certain way to perform.
I am moving very steady; making preparations to be ready. whatever may come, I want to fully be whole for my blessing; my first reaction will be to many, quite an impression. I’ve been working on changeable flaws; I don’t bother listing them, it would sound like a drawn out clause.
I truly want to be a better person daily; given with support I hold tight to, can only be family. What’s insane, is they’re worst than strangers; though, it’s safe to say at least we can understand each others anger…
I realized that I have an unspeakable amount of strength; getting to a point where I am standing on what I meant. There’s a lot of energy used to manage my temperament. I’m befuddled with the way I’m often treated; no matter what though, I’ll do my best to be obedient.
I’m sharpening my skills I haven’t yet executed; I’m becoming stronger and no longer feeling persecuted. walking in my shoes has taken a tole; running, jumping, NEVER walking, I’m always ruining my soles.
benefiting from hurt is a serious level of reaping; stay close, I haven’t went left, but I tend to be right when I’m speaking…
those that show consistency, only do when it profits selfish satisfactions; my mind is what truly represents my benefaction; yet, I’m made to always feel as if I’m nothing more than a small diffraction.
love me, not my flesh; cherish my spirit, without distress, allow ourselves to genuinely mesh. I will not beg for understanding and intimacy to be vested; never again will I allow my heart to feel detested…
I have a story that would blow your mind; it could take awhile, so I hope you have time…
building a cornerstone that’ll create a new past; pushing back the bad dwellings with the good and vast. as a teen I portrayed the life of an adult; when it was time to act my age, I didn’t know how, and that’s not my fault.
influences can extend a huge impact; those who are elder to me had plans to enact. adolescent and naïve to what was really right and really wrong; being in that position can also come with rebellion, while being headstrong.
with such responsibility at a stage during puberty, while I’m fighting demons to get far from a toxic continuity; I’m turning it all around, once I’ve crossed over the abyss; I’ll finally have something else to reminisce…
far away from here sounds like a figment; the way things have been going, it doesn’t sound like a bad commitment. I wanna be where only stars brighten my night, while sunshine illuminates my day; I wanna get lost in a conception of felicity, grasping every aspect of this phase.
no longer living with a mindset of life feeling often naught; neutralizing any wickedness that may try to overcast any dream I’ve sought. appeasing to idealize an existence of purity and its nourishments; some days I wish for evil there would be a special law to banish it, with the communities full encouragement.
I aspire for genuine admiration to cleanse my mind of the thought of it being improbable; free of naivety in knowing that nothing is truly impossible. my feet are grounded to the earth and my mind and is centralized in faith; for this figment I revered is closer than far away…
I am suffering from an emotion of pain that’s never paved my heart before. the more I think about the intimacy that resulted in emptiness, makes its especially sore.
funny how worlds can collide; feelings ruptures within, hiding the pain inside. what do you say to a person that you thought would love you back? the words to say has taken a hiatus, I just want to be emotionally detached!
I keep shutting down to keep from saying permanent words; making sure that everything I say is deduced to everything you deserve.
it just sucks when life makes you realize somethings you may want, is a hard no; the next lesson I believe I need to learn, is how to just let things go…
I am rattled with emotions; idle thoughts about God knows what – I must maintain my focus…
I’m hurting inside
Only a bit
I just want more than a joyride
I want to be a complete fit
Putting the pride away
Enjoying every moment each day
Loving each other
It’s a healthy vibration
As a family we’ll be great
Mother and father together
More than my imagination
I’m extremely scared
Just cherish me for real
Care the way I care
Not connecting
That wasn’t the deal
There was always going be affection
That was very clear
Confused most of the time
I’m done pretending I’m fine
Not receiving mutual feedback
Because it’s not always clear
That’s time I could never get back
And that’s what I sometimes fear
Tell me what it is already
Feels like I’m hanging by a thread
This will no longer be fair to me
Because that’s one thing I dread
Time tells everything
That I understand
Maybe nervousness of it has me jittery
And maybe that was the plan
riveting feelings has emerged, with an impulse to purge; when adrenaline is pumping, so do momentum. I’m ecstatic by challenges like this, and then some; as free as I ever felt, feeling sunshine that could make your heart melt!
on a pursuit of taking advantage of my destination; the odyssey I needed for affirmation; the treasure of life was meant to flourish, love and peace for the soul is what truly nourish.
I am in a moment; not a lifetime
~ Europa, Ki Wi
Home is not what it use to be; all happiness it use to bring.
Distracted now by things of technology; who pays attention anymore to human beings.?
Where the dinner table was our social media; to talk about our the things we learned amongst peers, just thinking of it brings joyous tears.
Coming from a long way; not understanding these days, home is now a bunked place.
For slumber and bathroom breaks; no more family rooms and enjoying commercial breaks.
One day I do have faith; one day soon this may change, home is not right now, but one day home will again make a town…
Europa's Space Of Poetry 
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