taking my inspirations and executing positivity. I’m no longer looking for happiness, but salvation for eternity. I am a work in progress – saying without it being an excuse, but there are days where I can’t digress.

it’s why I stay mentally abroad; I am human; a woman of God. can’t say I was made with perfection, but he definitely made me wonderful and all. walking in faith; seeing grace in front of me; i hope one day you’ll experience the same peace.

wondering through everything I’ve been thinking; magnifying my faith in a way where I’m rejoicing the unseen.

I went backward for a moment, so I could go back and reflect. I am building my intellect; it’s been awhile since I pulled an all-nighter. using all mental to tools I have to be my own igniter.

feeling dehydrated, as if I did sleep – with my eyes wide open. now feeling bad, because now it’s daylight, and my superior won’t let me focus. this is so blah – moving forward….

I’m having trouble gathering what I really feel. I don’t know if it’s just in my mind, or in my heart that makes me believe as if I’m in an ordeal. I’m working on it though, it’ll get better – I know it will…

this is different, showing you what I want in words; although, it may sound a bit odd, but what I say will be seen as it is heard. I’ve made many visual demands in the things I may want; using my medulla for good intentions, for you to understand, not to flaunt.

I want to be vulnerable and raw when I’m speaking; even though freedom of speech is real, many still judge as if its a wreaking. who am I though? sarcastically, I may question; I am a woman that speaks only for manifestation, never by suggestion. I have my own mind, and I will never neglect it.

I never leave a page unwritten; my focus is never-ending. I will never depreciate myself by pretending! moving forward no matter what happened in the past; keeping my eyes forward for my ambition to last. I am great in self-confidence, I don’t have to brag. turning everything around when circumstances become bad.

Amplifying goodness into my day; I become so determined to avoid being in a depressing space. life really isn’t fair; you have to accept it as challenges brought through certain context of needed despair. taking my pain, and learning from it so that I am more aware. I want people to see greatness in me when they stare!