waste*

i just want to waste some time; unconsciously executing something divine.

all this worth i’m made of, even more inspiration to keep rising above.

i’m a sorcerer of words, the way i calculate wisdom, is out of the ordinary when you observe.

doing me as much as possible; embracing all of what i’m made of, making my movement plausible.

striving to be great, being there when my blessing’s come – determined to never be late!

when i’m unsure, i find myself in a sacred place; praying for grace for my sake

Push*

uplifting my spirit in multitudes, doing things with a new attitude.

doing more with an ambience of a good mood.

I question myself constantly, asking myself what am I scared of; there is only one that truly is my judge. yet,

I allow certain things to phase me. I work hard to allow my choices to be hazy.

I tell myself every chance I get, that there is always more than one decision, life should never feel like a debt.

something else*

I am becoming someone anew – presented with many ideas, I just need to follow through. I’m capable of doing more than what i’ve already executed; all of my unconditional and honest actions, will never be disputed.

I don’t run when it appears different from my imagination, most likely, I’ll levitate above its circumstance. to complete my transformation. to hold myself to a higher stance, I’m embracing fear into a major mental function, so what’s unknow for me, will be something I can understand.

I am the going, when things get tough, and I will not stop, even if i’ve had enough.

Backyard*

solidifying myself, to maintain what I have been dealing with, can be difficult, because my realities in life has me torn; I do my best not to wear my tribulations on my face, an oath to myself, I had sworn.

replenishing myself with each our that pass, taking advantage of each breath I have; renewing who I am, assuring that my journey is the right path…

vulnerable*

I’m hurting inside 

Only a bit 

I just want more than a joyride 

I want to be a complete fit 

Putting the pride away 

Enjoying every moment each day 

Loving each other 

Itโ€™s a healthy vibration 

As a family we’ll be great 

Mother and fatherย togetherย ย 

More than my imagination 

I’m extremely scared 

Just cherish me for real 

Care the way I care 

Not connecting 

That wasn’t the deal 

There was always going be affection 

That was very clear 

Confused most of the time 

I’m done pretending I’m fine 

Not receiving mutual feedback  

Because it’s not always clear 

That’s time I could never get back 

And that’s what I sometimes fear 

Tell me what it is already 

Feels like I’m hanging by a thread 

This will no longer be fair to me  

Because that’s one thing I dread 

Time tells everything 

That I understand 

Maybe nervousness of it has me jittery 

And maybe that was the plan 

motivating…*

riveting feelings has emerged, with an impulse to purge; when adrenaline is pumping, so do momentum. I’m ecstatic by challenges like this, and then some; as free as I ever felt, feeling sunshine that could make your heart melt!

on a pursuit of taking advantage of my destination; the odyssey I needed for affirmation; the treasure of life was meant to flourish, love and peace for the soul is what truly nourish.

breathe*

flabbergasted by the way I’ve been placed on a certain foundation, and the bricks lay without contemplation.

exhausted with being the net everyone can fall in; though, I will not block my blessings, it’ll all be worth it in the end.

longing for a triumphant outcome; I’ve already lost many, I just would like to also win some.

adjusting to an environment not of my own; the responsibility has definitely grown

purposeful in the tasks I was assigned, but I am human, so my patience don’t always agree with the time

Ghostly Mood*


thinking about the scariest thing possible, having moments where Iโ€™m not sure if this might be a low audible, or is it a ghost? being haunted because I don’t know how to not do the most.

so it seems like my vibrant energy disturbs the dead, and I’m not sure how that works, but I said what I said. feeling like you can conquer this piece of work, my energy is like a virus; this energy will spread! starting from your toes and will work itโ€™s way to your head. Oohโ€™s, is creepy, and the booโ€™s, thatโ€™s sleepy.

I’m not just saying, this is really real, getting smacked by a sheet, and looking at the floor to see no feet. Whoa! yet, as I speak I’m feeling the cold in these chillsโ€ฆ goosebumps up and down my arm – the room is warm, yet every nerve in my body keeps jumping like I ainโ€™t got the heat on.

everyday is scary, and being in a house alone, automatically takes your mind to this is a haunted homeโ€ฆ here comes paranoia now, as if you seen the โ€˜Itโ€™ the clown. this is an unusual poem, the tradition of it is peculiar; maybe as you keep going youโ€™ll see that itโ€™s always better when its unfamiliarโ€ฆ


ultimately it’s nothing really left to say, ghosts donโ€™t talk anyway, they make retarded noises, thinking they are really haunting the people that left them roses, when really its new tenants didnโ€™t know this..